It was all for love.

2009-09-09T13:49:00.001+08:00

www.loveoverflows.onsugar.com

Please relink

Nicole.

Onsugar.

2009-09-04T09:37:00.002+08:00

Hello. I don't really like this new blogskin. So limited.
Oh you might be wondering
It's 9:38 in the morning.
Why aren't i in school, you wonderWell to tell you the truth.

2009-09-03T11:24:00.003+08:00

Omgoodness,

My brain is not working.

My mind can't think. I say, "who you mo jkbgisfbjhbfvluabvhsbiwvbljbv."

"hetviWGEFIosgsb?"

"kghawidhgidbw!!!!!"

"dlgnhlsdjkbsuhdvbLSvbLSIHvdfAHLfvLhf?!!!!!" 456q2650346q246

I can't even write a few words of my geog textbook.

I feel its because yesterday i watched too much of tv.

I feel as if, if i stay like this, i will eventually become dumbo.

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

SO much for staying at home!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

RRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!111!!!!!

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I need You, more than words can say.

More and more each day,

Jesus, i love You.

Lets be the salt of the earth!

2009-09-02T10:55:00.004+08:00

Yep! It says in the bible, in matthew 5:13 - "You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses is flavour, how shall it be seasoned? It is then good for nothing but to be thrown out and trampled underfoot by men." This shows how important, how we shouldn't forsake our stand and belief as God's children. I was warching "the sin of sodom" preached by ps. Yang Tuck Yoong, on the cornerstone singapore itunes, and ps. yang mentioned this scripture and he mentioned that when Jesus said you are the salt of the earth, salt was very important during the days of Jesus as it was used as:

to make good things grow, as a fertiliser for plants, crops.

to stop bad things from growing, was used as a disinfectant.

Wow, amazing, how salt does so many things. Ha ha, comparing to the present times now...when all i use salt is to add it to my meals to make it tastier. (ALAMAK!) Yeah, and if the "salt loses its flavour" really, what good does it serve? The norm is to simply dump it into the nearest dustbin you see. I dont want to be a tasteless and expired packet of salt! I guess neither would you right. Bible tells us,“Without faith it is impossible to please him” (Hebrews 11:6). Simply put, God’s most delectable dish is faith. - David Wilkerson.

Today is the first day of my mc, though God has healed me of my fever (PRAISE HIM), i have to complete it, NO MATTER WHAT. Or else i would get sent back home. Ha ha, Tasha went to school today though her mc ended today. She also had a fever, and nope she didn't pass it to me. It was dearly from my little bro. She got immediately sent back from Ms Tan. HAHAHA. Anyway, even if i complete my mc, i wouldn't need to go back to school for lessons! Only the first day of hols that i need to go back for only a lesson of science. (UGH, IT'S GONNA BE THE TOPICS - DIGESTION and.... SEXUAL REPRODUCTION) haha. I've already gone through the topic during tuition, phew, it was taught by a female teacher, not zhi yang! LOL. Where was i...Hmmm. Where leh.................

OH.

Yeah, and my dad just called in, said my second bro has gotten the fever. AAHAAHA. Must be the both of us that has spread it to him. Poor thing. Sighhhhhh. Gotta do something meaningful for God!

Praises sent to the heavens!

2009-09-01T17:48:00.004+08:00

Wow, very long since i blogged leh. Hmmmm. Caught a fever and a really bad sore throat ytd during prayer meeting. Sigh. Prolly got it from Isaac. SIGH. but it's okay, cus i know i have JESUS (who by the way, if you all didn't know, CAN HEAL THE SICK) with me, and i have with all faith and with all my heart, know that i will get better soon enough for service this sunday. Fever has gone down from 39.9 to 36.8

That's simply God done man. Yep, yesterday was also such a blast when Chermaine, kim siong, avis, junlin, dwayne, rystine, sam and taferine and i surprised Zoe on her bday! haha, wah and while dressing her up like a mad woman, people kept staring and made ' TSK TSK ' sounds. haha. We headed to Swensens and poor Zoe was handcuffed by Avis. Really hilarious, but later got sent off by Rystine who said it's better that i go home and rest. I wanted to buy my favourite pickled lettuce to eat with plain porridge but there wasn't any at Giant. Sigh. ha ha but had a good day.

Amazing.

2009-08-19T20:37:00.003+08:00

Wow, i love it that God is doing such great things in KC. Super is Jesus! Praise God!

The dryer our spirits, the quicker God's fire consumes us!

Hey, what's burning?

2009-08-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hello. Don't feel like doing my chinese now. haha. sian lah of chinese. CHINESE CHINESE CHINESE. ARRRRRRGH. K, today had chinese CA and the night before was studying my brain off man. LAST MINUTE LAH. K WHATEVER.
Anyway, i just feel a sense of dryness man. I need more of You, God. I don't know.
I feel that we all need to rise up to the occasion and take action. I know it sounds cliche, but hey it's the truth and we have to do what we have to do.
I also feel very tired now. I prolly will be sleeping early today. Gotta shine for God tomorrow!

Can't wait for REDiate!!!!!! SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY!

NUMBER ONE.

2009-08-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

LOVED WHAT CHERYL PREACHED TODAY AT CELL. Really. Gave me a fresh revelation.
I need to do some reflecting man. I need to i need to. Nicole, you better grow up and do something that you won't regret later in life alright.

Okay.

CAs coming. Prolly gonna be mia. hah im am MIA. ooh new name k whatever. Pray that God You guide us in our preparations for our CAs that we may glorify You.

Love. Nililee.

AHHHHHHH. ....oh.

2009-07-31T23:00:00.005+08:00

HELLO. How is everyone today? GOOD? hahhaha. okay.

....BLURH WHATEVER.

K. WAIT.

k. hello (insert name) today i had a absolutely wonderful friday. Really i did. Though, it is absolutely sad too that mr. y is leaving after his 5 weeks teaching. He teaches absolutely good. V funny. VVVVVV. funny. :) ): 205 did an awesome card for him. haha. took a picture too. but he havent send yet. UGHHHH HURRY leh.

K. I LAZY TYPE. K. GOOBYE.

LOVE.

NI.LEE.

We rejoice when the shackles lose their hold.

2009-07-24T22:40:00.005+08:00

Today's Ria Chen BDAEEEEEE. HAHAHHAHAHA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIARIARIARIA! Thanks for being such an awesome friend! I really love shooting with you, and how i would always throw an extremely high pass and you would JUUUUUUUUUMP so high but still...YOU CAN'T CATCH IT HAHAHAH.

I really loved Netball trg today!!! The first of term 3! Oh and my first vigourous trg too, beside my first pe lesson last thurs. By the way, pe was really funny and fun man. Did badminton. Omgoodness, I SUCK AT BADMINTON. I SRSLY SUCK SRSLY. And my first serve was like, k i didn't even know alright!!! i did like a tennis serve. Then Nicola was like, "Eh nicole, you're doing a tennis one!" So she showed me how. but i still didn't get it. I was hitting it like EVERYWHERE. Then when mr. y came, he said must hold the racket, like 'shake hands' like that. LOL. K, then after he left, i tried lah. Guess what! I accidentally, smacked the shuttle on his back! haha. Omgoodness Nicole. Why are you so so so so. UGH. hahahahaha. Fehnny huh. NOT.
So i practised outside the hall. Dropping the shuttle before swinging the racket. K.

Trg, felt SO nice. It was a good stretch of my muscles and FLABZ. hahahaha though the 'L' shape drill was pretty complicated, it was fun. haha, i tried being an umpire for the second or third game. Super hard..but i could blow the whistle quite loudly!!! :O

After netball, stayed back to shoot with Ria. Wah, actually wanted to just shoot for...15 minutes. In the end, prolonged till an hour HHAHAH! Ria, Shannon and i made a new game called - "ONE-HAND" it's like you put one of your arms behind your back, and you're NOT allowed to use it at all. So the one and only arm that you can use, you use it to catch the ball. Well, actually that's practically all hahaha. But it's really challenging and tricky alright! haha. We tried to use the left hand but it FAILED. Oh then after we shot tgt, another group of students came and played with us a game of netball. There was also Yas, Geraldine, Nicole C., Joyce and Senjoo of course haha! Well, the game started off good. We WERE leading, well until the female teacher whom i think it's called Ms. Xiao? Yeah, she had great ball skills. she could threw an extremely high and strong and far pass man. The second person that amazes me with their netball skills, besides RIA CHEN. So it was going good, till suddenly they were leading and everything. I think the netballers were a little over confident but...WE STILL ROCK, don't we? haha. Oh and you know what? After that, Mr. y came in and played with us! Omgoodness, how can a guy play netball, as in like. WHAT. THAT WLD BE SO UNFAIR. cus he played in the opponent's team. and THE THIRD PERSON man, who is like WHATWHATWHAT. It's extremely scary and frightening when you see him throw and EXTREMELY HIGH AND FAR pass. It could go like up to 2 parts of the court!!!! Goodness me. yah lah, we lost. but unfair k. V unfair. He also kept changing positions lorh. -.- from like GK, to GD, to GA. WAAAAALAO. But whatever! hahahaha. Had a good time thought, you know exercising again. Im starting to like netball, haha. I like when i jump up high for the ball, and feel like im floating on air. Wow, that feels so nice. Incredibly nice.

So, rushed home. Was really late for art class. REALLY! Bathed, i was AWFULLY SMELLY. hahahha. i like lifebuoy!! The orange fragrant soap. Nice. Bussed there. I AM LIKE STILL ON THE SAME PART OF MY BEACH PAINTING UGH. Why why why do i paint SOOOOO slow! Speed up, please. my fingers. OMGOODNESS! (oh if you're wondering why i bolded it and make it big, it's becus i did it on purpose and cus i really want you to read this, REALLY)that totally reminds me! you know after the netball game, Ria and I went to return the balls. Then the ball dropped from my hand. (I was carrying a lot of stuff k.) Then i picked it up like. with my hands grabbing the ball. ONE HAND ONLY K LIKE SAY W-O-W. HAHAHAHA. Ria took a picture of it and i was having difficulty holding the ball. AHAHA. So cool right! Aiyaa, actually maybe the main reason why i could pick up the ball with just one hand was...I APPLIED SUPER DUPER STICKY GLUE onto my hand then i picked it up.

BLUFF YOU ( Chermaine's fave)

I PICKED IT UP K. I seriously did. but i think the netball right, had better grip and everything ahha. Whatever. At least i still did pick up the ball with one hand. Unless someone could show me that she could hold it for like a minute? hahaha. KIDDING. I have the picture to prove it too alright. ALRIGHT! hahahaha!

Pm after school was great too! The number doubled, but we know that the quantity is not what God is looking for, but it's the QUALITY that God sees in all of us. (:

Excited for cell tmr. YEZ!

LOVE. NICOLE.

An absolutely awesome time.

2009-07-23T20:26:00.002+08:00

FIRSTLY, tmr it's RIA CHEN'S BD!!!!!!
SECONDLY, Sat's NICOLA KRISTY'S BDDDDD!
THIRDLY, Sun's VENUS TAN'S BDDDDDD :D
FOURTHLY, CANT WAIT FOR CELL THIS SATURDAYYYYYYYYYYYY. It's gonna be

AN ABSOLUTELY AWESOME TIME!

Wow-ly,

2009-07-18T21:44:00.003+08:00

Today's cell was AWESOME. Walao, i seriously missed the cell so much!!!!
AHAHAHAAHAAHA. Missing third svr every week sucks. Rushed down from tuition. I thought they were still at 7 floor but no one was there. I wandered around. Then called sue yuan and chermaine, chermaine said they were at the audi. Haha, it was already during praise. Interrupted :O Sabby's preaching was awesome. Simply God-filled.

"When the devil reminds of your past, remind the devil of his future!" WINK!

It was really funny after that. The guys kept taupokking themselves. Then the sofa move leh! The whole place was all messed man! HHAHAHAHA. Got 'refreshments' marshmallows and toffee. Headed for dinner at pp. Well. actually i can't say much. AHAAHAHAH. alright.

I really loved what Sabby preached today. (:

No weapons formed against me shall remain

2009-07-17T18:40:00.003+08:00

I stuffed myself just now.
I was a couch potato for the last 3 - 4 hours. i don't know how long i watched tv or gobbled down all those junk food.

I had a really REALLY REALLLLLLLY bad headache. Prolly cus i slept at like one last night, watching tv while icing my swollen foot. After prayer meeting, had to forego the after school lesson, and grumpily went home.
That is the start of my fattening adventure.

Tired,
I went to grab myself my B & J's. Strawberry and cheesecake. It was only half a tub. But i finished it. Hahheeee. Then, i wanted to eat some solid food. So i headed to the fridge and ask my maid to help heat up last night's cheeseburger. She asked if i wanted nuggets. "Anything," I murmured and bounced back onto the sofa.

Done eating my "lunch", i grabbed other junks, that i know you wouldn't want to know. Hah. Sorry, this is for the sake of all you healthies. No, but i recommend this eating to my dear friend, Ria. "EAT MORE"

K. ART CLASS IN...
(OMGOODNESS)
NAH, half and hour anymore. HAAHAHAHAAHAHA.
K.

Thanks. for being. you.

2009-07-16T22:40:00.004+08:00

Only actions and emotions can express the way i feel. No words would. Yet, i wanna say,

Thanks, Anne. For being my best friend. i luv you.

This is my prayer in the desert.

2009-07-14T18:08:00.004+08:00

PC was hilarious today. We were doing this "CIRCLE OF FRIENDS" worksheet. There was 'me' in the centre circle. The second circle was 'close friends' and then the last circle was 'friends' Omgoodness. And it was damn childish!!! haha. We were adding, or rather TASHA AND I were adding SOME people's name on our worksheets AS CLOSE FRIENDS when in my case, NONE of the people she wrote are my close friends, please. LOL seriously. TASHA AH. one day you will see. V funny. TEACHER says it's a must to write guys name or you aren't straight.

WHAAAAAAT.

WHOA guess what! TODAY IS.

SOPHIA's BDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. 8D

Whoooo! (: Thanks Soph, for all the great times we've had! And like...ROLLER BLADING HAHHAHAH. K, hope you love love love the cake, No, BIRTHDAY SANDWICH :D

K, before i end off this post.

I want to say this to whoever reads this blog post.

"HI JESUS LOVES YOU AND ME!"

No one is gonna get in my way. No one is gonna stop me from loving Jesus.

2009-07-11T22:48:00.003+08:00

CIP - Saw Nicola and Sandra on 135. Coincidentally. Went to school and found everyone there already. We walked to Blk 28 tgt. ROCKED RCKN on the way. ON A TROLLEH. It was cool you know doing the door-to-door visits. It was an adventure. There were really nice people who donated plentifully. SPECTACULAR. In the end, at the void deck, the bench was surrounded with stacks of newspapers and old clothing. It was simply God-given. Praiseeeeeeeee!

I think the school raised about a MILLION of packets or rice and instant noodles. But you know i feel that they should get something BESIDES instant noodles, SO unhealthy.

You know, i've been on a roller coaster of. - and usually im not sure if - are really TRUE - . I know i am those emotional and really sensitive types. but you know it wouldn't hurt if - just RESPECT what i believe and what i do. It wouldn't hurt if you weren't that biased. It wouldn't hurt if you just try to think of others for a change rather than yours. It wouldn't hurt just to think twice before you say something rather UNthoughtful. Those times when i just feel like shouting at you, i WILL think twice. Cus im not of the world. Those times, where i know you did it on purpose, i dont know why, i just want to tell you, that whatever it is you do in the future, i will not react. In a way that most people will react. Hurt and shocked. i will stand strong. Cus no, i dont only have you as a -. I have my Father. I have Jesus. I have my comforter.
I will never be lonely.
I never will be -less. Cus Jesus's my BEST friend.

Hoorah.

2009-07-11T11:51:00.004+08:00

I want to tell you, life's been going well nowadays. That you know whenever, you come into my mind. It's all the good and memorable memories.

Going to school in a about half a minute for CIP. Well, doing some good for the needy by COLLECTING RUBBISHZ. /HAHA. OKAE, yeah it's gonna be 3 long long long hours. without any toilet breaks!!! (unless we can knocking on someone's door and say, "Uh uncle, can use your toilet??") Wah, then kena RAPE lah HAHA. k. heading off.

Sorrows into joy. Mourning into dancing.

2009-07-07T20:17:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i wonder how life works.
I wonder how God plans our lives. When to start it and when to end it.
I wonder when it's all gonna start again, or when it is the end of the road.
I wonder if it would hurt.
But you know,
i wouldn't have to worry.
because God's plans are always great and mighty. Just like Himself.
I wouldn't have to worry.
Cus I believe in Him.
And there's nothing safer than that. There's no other protection that God can't provide.
Amen.

It's just the two four of us.

2009-07-05T18:36:00.004+08:00

Such a perfectly lovely time.

Yesterday was simply

AWEzOME (!)

(Walao, blogger just deleted part of my post. Ugh!!!)

When it was 5.30, Anne called. She said she was already there! Haha, and she didn't see me cus i was actually a little away from subway. Then i asked her to go turn back and walked 15 steps. (ESTIMATED) Still can't. She walked a little more...AND VOILA!!!!! (Okay lame WHATEVER LOSER) She saw me. and I saw her! RUN AH RUN AH RUN AH. HUGGGGGGGZXZX.

K.

CHC zone service was really so so so DIFFERENT. It's like a concert man, with all the flashing lights and loud sounds. There was so many singers. SO MANY. Somemore there was like like a celebrity singer! HAGEN TAN. Know him? Well, im not that big a fan of him. He was rather demanding you know. Keep asking all of us to wave wave wave. LOL, okay no offence!!!! Ps. Aries preached. At first, i didn't know he knew chinese, and he was conversing with Hagan. And i asked Anne, "Is he malay?" "NO, HE IS INDONESIANNNN." OH. ahhahahaha. KAYE.
So sad, after service, i had to go back ahmah house and eat. couldn't stay longer with Anne, Nicole, and Venus! ): Nexttttt time then! :D

Walao, irritating lah. Can't open the pictures that Anne tagged me on facebook!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU FACEBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK!?

Facebook:

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The page you requested cannot be displayed right now. It may be temporarily unavailable, the link you clicked on may have expired, or you may not have permission to view this page.

Whatever, loser.

Luv you ANNE!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

(SPAM YOU TOOO!)

Nostalgic.

2009-07-02T19:09:00.004+08:00

Give you nightmare right huh HAHAHAAHAHA.
A picture depicts a thousand words...
or rather just six words only for this "picture"

This is Ria Chen Lishan.

Worst off, you see her in three frames. Tragic.

This was taken during one of the field trips last year. Partnered Jezeeee.
Haha, we were camwhoring on the bus, either towards the destination or from it haha.
Forgotten, well.
(: though still unforgettable shot.

I remember i secretly took this picture haha during chinese drama rehearsals last year. Soph and I. Ew, i disgust my hair man. It looks...so long. K, now i luv my present hair even more. haha.

Steph and I. Ha ha. During tuition. See, this hairstyle looks SO much better, right?

Lastly,

Thanks to Annetanshiyu for her brilliant "three photos idea" all credit to her

really love you!

Today was a funny day. A funny day where God really heard all our prayers. Where He made a miracle less than 2 and half minutes as Jia jia took her temperature for the sixth time.

All praises. to You.

Stop and think for a moment.

2009-06-30T19:56:00.003+08:00

The view in Mount Kota kinabalu, at a stop by.

Hello. and hi to Nicola's FRIEND. K.
It's been an active two days since school's reopened and my wallet has been missing for...21 days. Well, i will still keep the faith that one day, one day it will be found.
These two days have been an absolute fun. I love meeting my friends everyday. I love wearing my school uniform. (That's a laugh) I even love seeing the teachers (Okay, Nicole. you're insanely crazy) Insanely crazy or not, i really missed school. And that's a first.

By the way, goodness me. I saw the class photos and for the fun shot 1, i looked so not me. Walao. My bangs were so so SOOO. not me. K. Forget it. The rest looked pretty well. CHEEZE!
SIGH. I feel like i'm lagging back on my work though i'm doing it all on time. Self-conscienceness? Hope not. I want to be extra sure wherever i go. Really.

K. This post is just for me to so-called RELAX my brain. So i can stop and think for a moment.

Seeya, soon.

more of You, less of me.

2009-06-28T18:09:00.004+08:00

While i was updating my tagboard...

"OH hi, Ria."

Ria: NICOLE LEE YOU GOTTA DEATH WISH ARRR?!?!?!?!?!?!?! YOU SO GONA GET IT ON MONDAY! IM GONNA STEP ON UR FOOT! CHASE U AROUND SCH! SEND UR NETBALL FLYING INTO OUTER SPACE!! ARGH!! UR GONNA DIEEEEEE..HMPH!

"WHAT, omgosh. COUNCILLOR ON THE LOOSE! I REPEAT! COUNCILLOR ON THE LOOSE!" (pants) Okay...who's next...

Anne: HAH! you remembered my link!! I luv you Nicole! Are you the 'U SO CUTE ' in my blog? LOL

"HAHAHAHA, i love you too Anne. Unlike you know some people...LOL. Ria dear, you could learn a few manners from Annie darling. Hah. Oh. yes, i'm suprisingly am. Anne. LOL" Right. A good GOOD comment. Next!

Kimberlyn: boo! tagged =p

"HI KIM. thanks from the tag(:"

Sophia: eh so cool. the bottom of this says that the hero is xuewen. that;s my chinese name. MUAHAHAH nicole.. im ur hero

"Laugh out loud, SOPHIA! haha, i know. your hero ah...let me think first if i want to save you...JUST JOKING. My hero's Jesus! and so is yours!" Smile smile!

Nicola: NICOLEELEEEEEE ; I MAKE SURE YOUR LEG HURTS TML MORNING :3

"I hear nothing. I read nothing."

SCHOOL OFFICIALLY STARTS TOMORROW.

It's coming.

2009-06-25T14:25:00.008+08:00

I want to share with you all something i wrote in my diary.

It's nothing personal, nothing secretive.

I want to let you know.It was just on tuesday, and i felt like writing this out.

The june hols is ending...

4 days and 1 hour more to go.

What are you doing, Nicole Lee.

you have only,

4 days and a hour.

How short,

yet so long in one who knows how to use time

wisely.

How is this 4 days and one hour going to help you in your life, your future

with God?

Homework? is nothing compared to God.

Weigh the importance.

Clear your mind.

Show yourself who's the one that has

helped you throughout your entire life.

Show yourself that these 4 dys and 1 night won't be wasted away,

like how easily money can be wasted,

but never love.

Love is NEVER wasted, on upon any kind

of living thing.

What, what love is this God our Lord has

showered. Has poured out freely for

our lives to continue gracefully through.

How you love someone so much,

that you shower him/her with love

only to get slapped back with betrayel.

yout think, "I wasted all my love on that friend."

No, friend. I tell you
"Love is never wasted"

Love keeps on coming. It does.

From the harvest of your heart.

That love, is God-given.

When someone you love and care so much,

in return, just walks away,

What should you do.

Something that no one expects.

Something that ordinary can't understand.

Only the EXTRAordinary can

and always will.

Shower more of that love,

no matter what.

"Why, should I...getting hurt is once enough."

My friend,

love is

getting hurt, cane, beatten, tortured

to any extend

to just

not get that person you love so much hurt at all.

Love is not whatwe think it is.

We think love is what the world thinks.

We think love is as what the Longman dictionary says,

"strong feeling of affection."

"CARE very much about someone."

"like something very much or enjoy doing something very much."

"to have a strong feeling of loyalty."

LOVE is a singular word.

with a singular meaning.

Change it, define it within wordly terms.

Still doesn't work out.

There's break ups, separation, divorces.

Why, you ask.

I stand up with the One Above

to say,

"Nothing can describe what God showers

upon us. All blessings. All God-given."

Everything made by God. Made in Heaven.

Made in His Holy Spirit. Made in His Hands.

= MADE IN GOD'S LOVE.

I really really really really LUV God.

By the way, yesterday's GAME TIME answer is...

THOSE -.- PAIR OF EYES ARE FROM...

Hey look fath and bern, those two boys! LOL. hahahaha.
K. I will leave you with this mv - Jesus, take the wheel by Carrie Underwood.
Ciao.

Healing.

2009-06-24T12:21:00.006+08:00

LOOK!

i found this cat hiding below the window. haha, i remember this stray cat clearly. Why?

it also appeared on my balcony haha! And it's watching someone swim.

Oh how i wished i have a cat, or any pet.

Yesterday was absolutely great. Project with Sophia and Tasha again, the third time. Yet the painting is still in progress. Then had viva crust pizza and Nicola came down to eat with us too. K, my feet is healing pretty well. No more big lump but my feet looks fatter in a way. I can walk now but have to hop a little. A LITTLE. Well anway, i also ate Saizeriya at Liang Court. I recommend johnny to that restaurant. The escargots that absolutely nice. haha!

Show you lah. I know you want to.

UNGLAM.

UNGLAM. BUT A SATISFIED ESCARGOT EATER.

LOL, right. I know, it's digusting. It's slimy. It's...WHATEVER! Taste it before you judge it. YEZ! That's the rigth phrase to say whenever someone vomits infront of me.

Funny thing when i walked to the restaurant or rather drag my injured foot there, only few stared at me, (cus i was dragging my foot and holding onto my brother) and looked down at my foot. Well, it wasn't all that bad but i knew i couldn't get around myself without the help of someone else. Or shoulder. Luckily, when it's the first day back to school...i have the help of NICOLA. N-I-C-O-L-A. She is strong, tall, and really steady. If i fall, i grab onto her skirt. NAH, just kidding you. K, the homework is still piled onto the messy green table. Better get it down with. Seriously serious. I have an aim.

GAME TIME!

Before i end off, i would like to let you have a little fun guessing who's pair of eyes are there. Guess correctly, and you may win a prize. Tag the answer, please.

Wink wink!

(no clues. It's quite simple)

Bandages.

2009-06-22T21:13:00.002+08:00

sigh. 2 weeks MC. just my day.

Bangkok-ing. Crazy shopping.

2009-06-14T20:24:00.006+08:00

Omgosh. my feet.

are

soooooooooooooo

sore.

):

All cus of

SHOPPING.

4 - 5 hours.

my feet were screaming, "Mummmmmmm, enough already!!!! Go back to hotel. GO BACK TO HOTEL!!!!!!!"

Yes they seriously were.

Alright.

Let me tell you what i did today today.

Morning,

i woke up to mum and dad shouting,

"We're back from the gym!"

Okay, i see that.

Brother was sleeping with brother.

Brother said, "Mummy, you know i cannot sleep."

"why."

"becus jie jie and isaac keep snoring. daddy also. got that cruncing teeth too."

He gave that pity face.

Walao, it's not as if he doesn't snore at all.

After that.

Had breakfast.

yawn.

Chinatown is really, extremely, supercallifragelisticexpeelldolus,

CROWDED. SMELLY. DISGUSTING. ALOT ALOT ALOT

of adjectives to describe it

but i can't because.

when my feet is sore.

so is my brain.

Went to hua seng something shark fin restaurant for lunch.

Omgosh.

it felt so great to be in a slightly air con place, while

outside was a burning oven.

i was sweating like a...

elephant.

Lunch was pretty yummy.

I drank two bowls of shark fin,

and i thought of that advert on to NOT eat shark fin.

cus it's really really really really really really really. (x100)

cruel.

I don't know what i was thinking.

Seriously, it tasted damn nice.

Look at this!

Cool right! it's a coke glassssss.

Okay. i lame.

Finally, cabbed back to the hotel.

It was quite long, due to the crazy traffic jam.

so i listened to my lovely ipod.

i really love it.

Then. Well. the horror comes.

SHOPPING AT PLATINIUM.

It's a fashion mall.

Whao. it has so so so many shops. So many. Not branded at all.

But really nice.

Bought quite alot.

I wished my house, my room, my space was bigger.

Really. and now

PHEW.

my feet are relaxed

PHEW.

Wait. im really hungry for

TOM YAM RAMENNNNNNNN.

Ate that last night,

delicious.

bai.

tonytonytony.

2009-06-11T10:53:00.004+08:00

tony - (informal) fashionable and expensive.
"We met in a TONY restaurant uptown."

So cool right. Yup. I was randomly flipping the dictionary for words of interest and i saw TONY, this word. You know the first thing that came intp my mind was that character in Fighting Spiders. Serious. The very violent yet caring Tony. HAHAHAAHHAH. Andie Chennnnn.

By the way i created this poster for my missing wallet. Take a look.

Awesome yo. I was thinking of bloggers, who could maybe do me a favour to put this picture on their blogs? Like erase the top "I" into "NICOLE" oh and add in a "LEE" if you have other friends with the same first name. I have no idea why i put R.I.P So sad. Sooooooo sad. WALLET WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

Sigh. I believe that God would help me be able to locate my poor wallet. I know, i believe!

Wallet? Darling. Where are you.

2009-06-10T11:19:00.002+08:00

Wallet? Darling. Where are you.
Where are you. Stop playing hide and seek, please.

So irritated. I lost my wallet. My orange ELEPHANT wallet. My wallet that contains so so so many things that...that...I LUV. Not that i luv that screwed e-z link card. My picture damn damn damn toot. I searched high and low for it but to NO avail. Sigh, dear wallet. Really. Please. Stop.Hiding. I don't mind pasting a uglier picture of me on my e-z link card. Seriously.

Not sure should i go report to police station. Sounds a little kua zhang right. I don't really feel that kua zhang not like before. Hmm, i was a little cranky yesterday. My brothers sounded so CHEERFUL when asking, "Jie jie, have you found your wallet?" Walao, everytime they see me, they ask. Not that i really don't see that my brothers are concerned for me, but ughhhhhh i.was.cranky. and omgoodness, i wrote like three paragraphs about my missing wallet. I tell you this shows how i really WANT/NEED/WANT WANT WANT WANT WANT my wallet.

Sigh.
This seems like fate for every of my things.

Stuck with blogger

2009-06-08T19:49:00.004+08:00

i feel like having a livejournal.
I tried it once before and it was so hard! Awh.
i don't understand how other people can manage it.
Huh.
it looks so simple but so hard.
you know i've been stuck with blogger with two years,
time to move on man. Time to MOVE ON!

YUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Yuh,

Today was a fairly good day, with the blazing sun shining upon us, with our sweat drops constantly dripping. Glistening. I, got ready my posture. To pounce on the prey. To pounce...

for the ball! We had a friendly match with some malay girls that were also using the court. Yas, Jasmine, Ria, Fath, Nic Chan, Jillian and I. Cool right? Yeah, it was a great match. It was! By the way, you know i really feel like changing to livejournal! I really really do. I prolly gonna go hiatus for this period of time. Maybe, but most probably. (:

I'm gonna stop here for the moment, i have a lot of homework to catch up. and a lot of other holiday catching-up things to do, before the june holidays come to a stop. Oh i really pray for a good time management over the next three weeks. I don't want to let it go to a waste! (;

OH just created a livejournal man. But it's still a long way to go before it's fully ready. I will tell you all the link as soon as i get the right background. Luvya seeya. Muacks.

Deep down, i know that You're here with me.

2009-06-07T22:49:00.004+08:00

Okay, now that you've got a big close-up picture of me,

...

NOW

YOU

KNOW

THAT

I'VE

GOT

...

.....

.......

.........

NICE FACE. A rlly pretty one, HAHA. right.

I'm just kidding lah, it's MY DITTO - NICOLEclaraLEE that has the pretty face hahah, agree? Anyway, today's first and second service was a great wake-up call. The first one, especially. Avis was so hyper in the morning, why leh. Then she said she would SHUT OFF after three. Hurh, haahaah.

Coolio man, i went for two services on a sunday! My second time already.and.i.loved.it. Sigh, unfortunately, i can't go for next two weeks' cell and services. Gonna go overseas with my family, but it's alright. You know i feel that God now just wants us to rlly get close with our families and bond togther closely. Mmm-hmm.

Any person who passes by this blog, read this. Hey you! You got Jesus? If you're asking, who's Jesus?

Hey man, who is JESUS? HE, my friend, is an AWESOME SAVIOR.

"What? Saviour? I didn't die or anything. I didn't get "saved" by this Jesus. Whenever did i need Him?"

Well, if you didn't know, He actually died for your sins. Really, He did. He hung on a cross, He hung his dignity and allowed himself to be spat on, to be nailed, i tell you, NAILED on the cross.

"Huh, why did he want to suffer so much?"

He suffered so much because He

Loved us so much. He didn't want to see us go to hell. He didn't want to see us suffer. God rather sent His only begotten son, His love, to die for us. His blood washes our sins away. Just because of this man, this great man called Jesus.

I knew about Jesus long ago, I went to church even though my parents weren't Christians but my auntie and uncle were. So they brought me to church. After a while, i stopped going because of exams, family outings etc. I stopped seeing God for quite a while till when i was P6, i got back into going to church. But again, i stopped after i couldn't attend sunday school because tuition time clashed with it. So my auntie and uncle asked me to go for the first service, which was for adults. I didn't know why i just couldn't be focussed and i will always be yawning, and feeling sleepy during the sermon. God just wasn't going through me and i wasn't just connected to God at all. At that time, when i was just secondary one, i was still very fresh with God though i know that i had been to church for about 1-2 years. Eventually, i thought God didn't really care for me and well, i actually stopped believing in Him for a period of time. Honestly, i was kind of vulgar. I didn't know what overcame, but i somehow know it was the devil intruding into my life. I suddenly felt being 'extreme' and use the f word, like you know..act cool. It always feels like that whenever you speak vulgarities. But you know what? Throughout all my bad speaking, all my backsliding, God didn't leave me in corner, saying, "This child makes me SO angry! I should have just lost hope in her long time ago. Who would care for such a child!"

Well, God did.

He didn't think that way. In fact, He was giving me a breakthrough, He was opening up windows for me to enter into His kingdom. I found salvation with the help of this senior, Sue Yuan. She invited me many a times to her church, and so i just went for the sake of going. I didn't think it would really affect me or anything.

Guess what. It did.

I was totally changed, just so drawn in by His power, His majestic. Don't think it in a brainwashing manner. It is His true power. Don't think it that whatever i'm saying now is all just made-up, all just to make all non-believers become stronger non-believers, NO. I'm not writing this all testimony for the sake of just BRAINWASHING you all to become zombies. NO NO NO. True love is true love. True words is true words.

From then on, the change of being saved completely turned my life upside down. I had the confidence, cus i knew God was with me whenever i need Him. I had the courage to stand up for what's right cus i know treasures await me in Heaven. I know there's always One who loves me, no matter who i am, because God loves me for who i am. He created me, to be in His image. Just like in the bible, God is the silver refiner and He will create us in His image, not anyone's elses. Mostly, really, God loves us. God loves us. God LOVES US. No one's love is greater than God Himself.

As i want to end off, i just wanna reach out to those people, those people have not known Jesus, or knew but backslided like how i did, i just wanna tell you that Jesus loves you so much that He died for you. Can you imagine, someone dying for you, someone innocent, blameless, dying for us? A people who have sinned countless times, and did so many awful things? That was Jesus. Now, you have known so much about Jesus, what are you gonna do? Hey, are you just gonna sit back and just click on another link? Or are you gonna stand for what's right? Hmm? It's all up to you, but i pray within my heart that eyes be opened and ears, let them hear. For what is righteous will go into your hearts, and believe for what is right. I tell you, this wasn't any easy choice for me to make when i actually went back and accepted Christ. I cried. I couldn't understand why would God want me back right after i had abandoned so many times. You know, the answer is simple. So simple. That repeating it just makes me go back to those times with my first Love.

"He loves us. So so so much."

I'm always free to chat or to discuss some things about God. (: Hey, don't be afraid. Stand up.

you can add me on msn or just simply email to - enlighted_angel@hotmail.com

I'm really really glad that i've typed this all out. I'm glad that i've typed my heart out for all of you to read.

Thank you and God blessssss!

stop flattering me man.

2009-06-05T09:10:00.004+08:00

luv rollerblading & two person bike cycling.

Yup, yesterday was Ria, Fath, Soph, Tash and Nic sports day! Whoohoooooo! It was damn funny lah when we roller blading. Fath and i had to go rent smelly blades cus we don't have any. Laugh out loud. Fortunately i brought socks, but Fath didn't. Omgoodness, and socks cost two bucks. Rip-off!

Well, it was great workout man, after like blading part of ecp then back. And oh Sophia ah. I don't know what to say about her man...sigh, she rlly needs some rollerblading lessons pronto. Before she gets more injuries from a bush and the ground. She has one curve cut from the bush that looks like a cane mark. Owwwch. Anyway, stupid whoever who go took DAMN candid shots of me and put it on facebook. No no nooooooo! don't goooooooo.

ooh then after rollerblading, Tasha left to go for her ang moh tuition, so left Fath, Ria, Soph and i. Just right! so we did the two person bike, and seriously, i was a reckless...bike rider. Omy, even fath and ria were scared of riding with me. MWAHAHAHAHAA. Only lovely sophia would dare ride with MUA. Yeah, we kinda raced from don't know where to don't know where, but it was pretty far. Furthest i've went was from the bike rental to the slope. But we went further to some flower place lololol. Where's that? I don't know myself. By the way, when racing back, Sophia and I took the long cut while Fath and Ria took the short cut! CHEATERZZZZZZZZZ! Awgh. But it's okay, Sophia and i are FAIR WINNERS. hahaahaa! Alright, after all the butt aches and thigh pains, we went to berrylite which just let me wasteeeeeeeee $3.30! but it's okay. IT'S FAT-FREE.

ANYWAY. later there is outreach and ANNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IS COMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! WHOOOOHOOOO.
PRAISE GOD!

SEEYAZ.

The only One.

2009-06-04T09:09:00.004+08:00

What to do. What to do.
I want to do something. I want to do something.

Right, today, after a do little bits of my messy homework pile, it's roller blading with Sophia, Tasha, Ria, Fath and Bern! Wheee. Some exercise for me flabby body.

Blogger. Blogger. Please entertain me.

2009-06-03T15:16:00.001+08:00

Luv SSCC choir galz.

Cass, Nic S & Nic L.

iluvjesus. and so do you!

2009-06-03T08:18:00.001+08:00

I really need a change.
A change.
I really need some excitement.
Some excitement.
I really need a challenge.
A challenge.

To really break away from the comfort of this shell. To be like Jesus.

family bonding.
(?)
(?)

http://www.generations.sg/

2009-06-01T12:10:00.003+08:00

http://www.generations.sg/

Go to this awesome cornerstone youth ministry website. Rlly nice esp the sermon media player! Wao, so high tech man. HAHAHA.

Yeah! today's the day of main choir audition.

Right.

(looks right)

"Are you ready, Nicole?"

(looks front)

"Not really, Nicole..."

(looks right)

"How can you not be ready! WHEN IT IS TODAY! Don't you want to be singing in front so many people?!"

(looks front)

"Yes, Nicole, yes...but I'm not sure if it's God's calling."

(looks right)

(No response)

What to do man. I'm really not sure if i really want to continue with choir. I do, but the other half says "?" God, lead me lead me to where you want me to be.

Happenings. In the last days of semester 1.

2009-05-31T10:31:00.002+08:00

Hello people. I don't rly know what to write. Now im reading this pastor's blog - http://davidwilkersontoday.blogspot.com/

It's rlly enriching. Sometimes, you know whenever i pray, i always think of those people who when they prayer, God touches their heart and fills it with His holy spirit. Then whenever i pray, it feels so normal. I ask myself, "Why isn't God here with me?" I want so much more. Like Sabrina when she crossed over that line to leave behind all her past, she felt like a bird, so light. All her shackles broken away.

I think of that. and think if how i pray. Did i pray wrongly? Am i distracted by the little noises around my room. Or is my heart afraid, of being alone in a room late at night. I don't know myself. I jst yearn for rlly more of God, more of Him to strengthen my spirit. I keep praying for salvation in my family, for revival in KC. i don't know. I have to be patient.I have to sacrifice more time withe the Lord. Read this -

Indeed, the Holy Spirit will move heaven and earth for any child of God who takes time to pour out his heart to the Father with unrushed, unhurried time in his presence.

This is from David Wilkerson's blogpost about those who need an answer to their prayers. Well, it's no coincidence. WE have to rlly sacrifice and commit wholly our lives to Jesus.

If looks could kill.

2009-05-26T18:39:00.005+08:00

THE AGONY DELIGHTFULNESS OF BEING HAPPY.

There is logic in that, factually. Sometimes, when you feel too happy, you suddenly think, "Oh no, what if i turn sulky after that? Then bad things and challenges will come against me. Oh no..." Wait! You all won't say that! No it would be like this - "Eh walaaaaaaao, surely later will become emo one if too happy. Alamak, then how?"

THEN HOW YOU SAY.

"Tune into God, no batteries required." I remember this line from an IJ song i heard during EMDD. It was pretty funny because it sounded like a radio station, a television advertisment and a talking remote control. Well, that's right! Let's all seek the presence of God whenever obstacles stop in our paths! Let's allow Him to take over what we're facing and let Him handle it! As in Luke 1:37, for with God nothing will be impossible! Shout His praise! You can be happy and sad everyday every second with God by your side! For He is your fortress and your shield!

I just want to share this incident with you all. This was when Ria, Nicola, Sophia and I were walking to the bubble tea shop after school. While we walking there, this auntie suddenly approached us. She looked rather well-off with simple dressing and a Bonia spectacles. She asked us a friendly smile and asked if we wanted to buy the things that she was selling. She told us that she was helping this old woman sell her shop's leftover stock.

At first, we were quite shock what to say. We remembered another incident that the tcher announced in school about a con man asking for money from school students because he allergdly said that he lost his wallet. So we knew beforehand that we weren't going to be tricked by this seemingly innocent old lady. She showed all her selling items which looked like second-hand items and she sold it at a very high price. She kept on persisting for us to buy the items, even saying to 'share' the cost to get a 'present' for a friend. To make it clear, it's not that i'm mean or selfish or anything, it's just that how can you go up to someone, claiming that you're just helping an old auntie, to sell such things. The reason why i feel that she's conning people with how she speaks us, was because when we asked us to go for our carnival to sell her items, she said, "No no it's okay." Not only that, she kept commenting how we were being so selfish and acting ' pitiful' in a way wasn't usually what sales people would do. After saying that it wasn't convenient for us to buy the things, and saying we were in rush, two girls walked past and then she immediately approached her. We quickly walked to the bubble tea shop without looking back.

These type of people should have some dignity in themselves to know that it's actually wrong to con people of their money. What? Get easy money? Hey, open your eyes and see how actually people actually worked to get what they have. Without a license, or not even telling where or what the shop is, she simply asks us to buy it and she nearly forced us too. Fortunately, this type can be easily turned down and walked away. Oh i just really hope that i won't bump into these type of people again, or i would really call the police.

Anyway, went to Nicola's house to paint the banner for Family Day. Can't wait!

OUTREACH! :D

2009-05-25T20:13:00.002+08:00

BAKING!

Hullo! Im now talking to Jessica now! She's rlly an awesome friend, positive! Really friendly. Hey today was Outreach! It was awesome. We did baking actually only at four+ haha! Before that the whole outreach just slacked at Berrylite, PP. Oh when i came, Ria, Jillian and I went cold storage to buy things, and guess what i bought!

RAISINS & NUTELLA!

RANDOMMMMMMM. Anyway, went back to Berrylite and guess what! AH AH AH when everyone say dont want to bake...WE DECIDED TO BAKE LATER! And it wasn't that early already! So we zoomed and raced for the ingredients at Cold Storage and Giant. However, we couldn't get DESSICATED COCONUT. Which is actually dried coconuts. So we did without it, and went to Chermaine's house!

HAHA DANCING TITUS!

Yes it was extremely fun. Though it ended quite late at 7, but

it was worth it.

What to do when all you've got is

2009-05-24T10:29:00.004+08:00

Yourself.

Do you actually cry and let self-pity overcome you?

Or.

Do you let your dignity vanish,

so all you can do,

is to seek help from the creator.

Build faith upon HIM, not on created things.

What will you really do when all things come down on you? What will i do? Sometimes, i feel so surrounded, yet so alone. Cus there's that God-shaped hole, that no one can fill. Only the creator Himself. Most people probably are still so unaware of God, that none can ever fill that vacuum inside of them. Why? Why doesn't Street-E work? Why is that that the barrier between them and God never break apart? Why do we still pray endlessly every night just to pray for revival in families, schools etc. Why?

Why aren't our prayers answered?

This questions bubble my head till the brim. I dont understand why God hasn't answered our prayers. We all go to church, we evangelise people, we even read the bible quite oftenly. So why isn't that those prayers and needs that is so important to us, aren't answered? I've always thought that maybe after prayer, i done something against God that made my prayer that was going up to come down. I'm not sure. I'm not sure how we must always wait. Why isn't God worried about us? Why isn't he answering ask quick enough? There's so many other questions. So many i stumble upon. Once, i nearly couldn't understand why God was like that to us, that i nearly fell astray to all the worldly surroundings, but is then i only knew, i had to have faith.

We needed to wait upon God, no matter what. Have a strong faith and spirit. There will always be times, that you will weary and challenged till the brim, but that is what God has put for you.

HE KNOWS, that you will be able to pull through, HE KNOWS, that's why he has placed that challenge for you to battle. HE KNOWS, that all He gives has a GOOD PURPOSE.

And yes, no matter what,

BELIEVE IN HIM.

Jesus. "Just us."

Nothing is impossible.

2009-05-22T20:53:00.004+08:00

I yearn for more, Lord.

2009-05-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

hello, it's Nicola and Nicole again! HAHAHAHA! you know yesterday was simply so fun! Okay, let me tell you how the fun fun fun day was spent!

Hullo! It's Nicole! Hullo It's Nicole! Hullo IT'S NICOLE! HULLO YEZZZZZ AN AWESUME DAY OUT WITH

CELL 2.2

! First, waited at Macs, haha! Sophia and I left Tasha eating at Macs, while we went off to order ice cream cake for her bro. When we went back, we saw Avis and Cheryl KHOO at Mc Cafe. They followed us into Macs, AND TASHA WAS STILL ALONE! Haha, where's the rest? OH THEN CAME THE LEK SISTAHZ! Then the rest flowed innnnnnnnnnn. Kim siong, Dwayne, Claudia, Nicole C, BEN! walao, he brought his rollers! Claudia kept saying, "Aiya, should have brought my roller blades! But aiya, so much things to carry..aiyaa." AH OKAY. WHERE SUE YUAN?! WHERE JOHNNY?! WHERE...everybody?! hahaha, we went to Giant to get some things! Irritating lah, Ben! KEEP TAKING MY NETBALL! Show-off.

Joking lah.

After getting the things, went back Macs, Sue yuan and Chermaine was there! THEN THE ALMOST COMPLETE CELL HEADED TO ECP! Where's Sonia?! Wait wait...

Oh and on the way there, uh uh ha ha funny story that my leg fell into a drain, LOL cus of the safety of my precious netball. Whutt. Sigh.

Then played games! Omgosh, and right, the first game OH NO OH NO OH NO i shouldn't say no no no no no.

Oh okay i will.

Right, please brace yourself. And if this's Tasha reading this, well, i will say this, "OI YOU! YOU SO GOT THE SAME FATE AS ME OKAY! BETTER STOP LAUGHING AH!" right, done. Okay this game's called Drip Drip DROP! Which is like pouring sprinkles of water onto someone's head till someone you want to SABOH! then...you like pour the WHOLE CUP OF WATER onto the person's head hahahaha! After the whole game, everyone got wet. EXCEPT KIM SIONG, DWAYNE AND JESSICA! ARGH! haha, but ah. Tasha and i ah. So unfortunate man ): FORFIETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTZ!

you know what we had to do? Guess.

Nvm. I will let the cat out of the bag. (Wah, my english, NOT BAD AH!)

"hello stranger...can you pour water on me. This is my forfeit..."

Yes, Tasha got this guy to pour water on her. SO good lah. Hers was very slow and only on her fringe around there! MINE ARGHHHHHHHHHHH. It was total embarrassment! REALLY this school girl WILLINGLY poured it on me, making my specs all wet! ARGHHHHHHHH! ahhaha, but very funny too lah!

This outing was rlly extremely fun, yeah. A greater bonding with the cell! Whoo! (:

2009-05-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

Overloadddddddddddd!

I tell you.

...

....

......

.........

............

.............

...............

THIRD SERVICE ROCKKKKKKKKKKKED THE WHOLE AUDITORIUM RIGHT!

RLLLYYYYYYYY! Omgosh, i just feel like screaming now! It's already 11.11..WHOA! Tell me, i didn't see it's 11:11?!

"Hello Nicole. You saw the time as 11:11."

Oh thank you me. hahaaha, okay! It just felt so awesume so great so...JESUS! YEZ YEZ YEZ!

Sophia came you know! I'm so happy for her man! Sadly, there wasn't any altarcall. BUT ANYWAY.

I LUV PRAISE AND WORSHIP! IT WAS REALLY JUMPING FOR GOD! JUMPING TO THERE'S NO LIMIT. LIKE HOW BEN CAN NEVER EVER REACH THE HEIGHT CLAUDIA JUMPED YET HE STILL JUMPED. HAHAHA.

Alrightey, cause i only stayed till 2.45 SADLY, i only got little to share. I will go jump into Tasha's dream tonight so i know what's she dreaming about. Prolly...hmmm. NEVERMIND!

Seeya!

2009-05-15T19:35:00.001+08:00

Sorry.

I guess we were just

being realleh realleh

retarded.

Back from workworkwork. Only funfunfun.

2009-05-14T17:05:00.003+08:00

hello you! I'm back on planet blogging!

You happy? Well, I'M happy, for mid years are ovaaar. Not really cus tmr's drama, and though it seems like, "Aiya, drama only. No need stress."

It's super stress.

Sigh, my group is on it's way, but have to touch up tmr but i know the play's gonna be absolutely positively GREEEEEAT (: The last few days, week has really been a load on my shoulders. Like sleeping at 10 or 11+ and waking up at 5 just to get some quick revision. I really pray that my all efforts would pay off when i get my report book. Really.

Anyway, 3 free days of work, only fun, is gonna be exciting man! I hope the whole group can like go swimming first, then..play netball at Ria's house court there, i can simply picture the six of us...ah. Ugh, i'm like so sick of these stupid msn pop-ups where it says, "Get some porn pics" or "date sexy women." UGH UGH UGH.

Oh Nicola's here. Byebye.

2009-04-17T19:38:00.006+08:00

my ginormous nose. yez. God wanted me to breathe more oxygen ahhahah.

I know, Rachel, it's really time to UPDATEEEEEEEEEE. I'm super afraid of tomorrow...it's another art competition and insanely, i only have TWO hours to paint an A3 piece. What to do ley. Lord, i neeeeeeeed your strength and perseverance to finish it in time!

Before that, had netball. Ria and i were late about 2o minutes because Syairah, Ria and i were completing the fantastic twofive's mandala board. I tell you it's fabulous. I'M NOT BEING IMMODEST OKAY. I'm saying that's it beautiful. Please.

You can check out the class blog yez.
okay, toodles.

why does everyone want him to die.

2009-04-12T18:28:00.004+08:00

How to fight a dilemma, you say.

simple.

Tell me,

do you have your sword? The sword of the Holy Spirit?

Do you?

Good.

Now all you have to do is,

PRAY.

you'll never know what miracles prayers will create

Only God knows.

Lord, i'm blessed.

I'm blessed

because if i ever have a problem

You're the solution.

The sunday mood.

2009-04-05T20:14:00.002+08:00

I'm experiencing the

sunday mood 911.

I need a weekday doctor.

I never got a chance to know who you were.

2009-04-03T23:00:00.002+08:00

I love anne, yes i do. I'll say it again.

and again and again.

I'm awfully bloated, like a pig with bangs. Bang Bang! I miss my sms and msn buddy. Sigh, they are all so busy that i have to vent all my feelings onto this pathetic blog. I feel awfully bloated now. I feel like vomitting it all out to get rid of the disgusting feeling. But if i do, i will get hungry again and then i eat more and more.

I want to watch the Changeling. I think it's really interesting. Why am i writing like this? Well, cus i like so. Got a problem?

I'm still brainstorming for the art competition.

And tasha, you know i have a pet dog named Jasper. (Hints) Gah, i'm still working on the story about Leina and Xander. It's hard okay to think of a GOOD storyboard. Hmm. Oh i also want that picture. Yes, that picture which Tasha takes out from a orangr envelope to make Bernie jealous. She says it's like a drug to us. She said she could print it out us, IN BLACK AND WHITE so we can admire - day and night. I wished she would have just opened her big mouth and ask who he was. Standing beside him somemore...touching him!

Okaay, you read nothing. You all imagined it. Imagination.

i eat you.

2009-03-29T18:40:00.003+08:00

LOOK.

and never have the appetite to eat.

MUAHAHHAHAHHAHHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!

Wanna know what it's that?

Its.

ITS,

SNAILZ./ ESCARGOTZZZZ

and i

JUST CHOMPED DOWN

SQUID TENTACLES

muahahahaahahhahahahahhahahahaaha!!

Oh i'm also learning German.

VERDAMMNT! TASHA IST --------------

just KIDDING (:

not give up and be like a stroke of lightning.

2009-03-27T18:28:00.004+08:00

LOUDFEST.o9,

Claudia and I.

and yes, i do miss my old hair,

I said praise him, JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP!

EVERYBODY JUMP AROUND IN THE HOUSE OF GOD!

Whoaaaaa, YEAH JESUS! Hahha, it's been 4 days since i blogged man; Rachel, i am updating now! Yeah, i woke up not on time today, hmm why? Cus i was watching this awesomely funny and touching korean called - She's on duty. The lead guy actor was um, okay at first but later...my eyes were like googling over his so cool and handsome face. Ah.

I found out both Nicola and my poster design is hung up near the spiral staircase. Cool right? Nicola screamed, hurh. And ran. Hurh.

Lessons were irritating when it got to math, that is when my enthusiastic juice ran out. I was so so very tired and i kept lying on the table but boost up when she past by. Sigh.

I had to rush for netball, BUT I WASN'T LATE MIND YOU, cus the science test ended at 2.20 man. Hurh. Yes 2.4 first likeDAMNNNNNNNNNNNNN HATE IT but i got 15.07, 3 seconds lesser than wednesday's. LOL i'm aiming for 15 seconds on wednesday. Yes.

Fairly okay training, i didn't faint or drop dead, yes. Later bought bubble tea with riachenlishanshanshan. Irritating, sickening woman. Yes.

Ohi'mfinallyupdatingmyfacebookaccount

andirealisedthatihavelike42friendrequests.

Kay, better update. Bye.

Sometimes it's getting too crazy, that i want to just,

2009-03-23T16:17:00.003+08:00

The Choir Girls.

Hello first day of term 2. Well, you were okay at first, till the chocolates set my happy hormones free and i got totally hyper. Wheeow. Yes, i also specially put on my hairband in case someone faints right infront of me, then i will faint of how terribly hurt i am. Honestly, i feel pretty sad that when everyone thought it was weird. To me it doesn't. I think it looks pretty cute on me, okay. Yes, OKAY i sound so egoisitic. Whatever. I missed school like how i missed kissing Cookie. Sigh, no. Hah. But i do miss Cookie, who has helped fertilise the plants in the garden.

Anyway, first day, i think you caused me to be super hyper and super emo later.. yes. Cus after the happy hormones got tired, it went to sleep and only the emotional hormones came out to play and i became quiet during maths, and then and then and then and then. I could tell you a whole grandmother story but i don't want you to suddenly bang onto the keyboard, sleeping while you drool on your macbook. So, i will cut this first day into half. (Haiya!*) There you go, one halved cheeseburger with extra pickles, mayonnaise and curry. That will be $first day please.

I like my bangs kay. I love it okay. I will keep and take care of till it grows very old.

If you insult my bangs,

my bangs will bang bang you!

Go figure.

2009-03-22T19:21:00.003+08:00

This is like totally not me. I don't don't have a nose, i've a humongous nose.

This is like totally not me. How can i be all white? I'm not a ghost.

This is like totally not me. I got a new haircut which i proudly love.

WHOO.

School's finally reopening tomorrow. I can't wait to meet my Tasha, my Sophia, my Ria, my Fathoum, my EVERYONEEEEEE! Yes, ...i will meet nicola at my doorstep duh. Anyway,

HELLO RACHEL!

RARARARARARARARARARARARACHELTAN.

God's conquerer.

2009-03-20T22:48:00.003+08:00

HELLO JUST WENT FOR SUPPER AT HK CAFE. YUM.

YEZZZZZ.

LOUDFEST ROCKZ.

and know what?

Whatever the problem is, it just doesn't change the fact that it's

THE SAME GOD.

Still unsure,

2009-03-19T09:25:00.003+08:00

Okay, talking about yesterday yesterday.

The hotel was really what i didn't expect. No, no i didn't expect it to be some big luxurious mansion, but you know must have 'style' right ? Yeah then when i walked in, in my eyes, just a simple ordinary hotel hiding around worn-out suburbs. Really unbelievable. Sigh. Fotunately i didn't have to stand the sight of the rooms till afternoon. So, the two families went off to the nearest shopping centre. We had to walk through disgustingly gruesome roads where there were mud piles just waiting for people's shoes to sink in. Eew, and my shoe did. Anyway, finally we reached Mahkota something. It was a regular okay mall. Stomachs grumbling adults rushed to Secret Recipe to eat. The kids just followed, and i didn't want to eat. But in the end, i couldn't refuse the temptation of black pepper chicken rice and gobbled down a few bites. Later, mum, aunt and i went to Vincci to shoe shop. Mum bought a fabulously evening wear shoe. Poor Mitchell and Daryl, who had to follow their mum like dogs on a leash. Nah, just kidding. Reject Shop was a waste of good shopping time, nothing there was eye-catching at all.

(Skip)(Skip) Uh huh, so we headed to the shopping mall beside Mahkota, where i see there are much more things to get from there. I bought 3 shirts, and a sunglasses. Whoopee, mum bought loads of pretty shoes.

Yeah oh and you know what. While i was fiddling around with this i thought was so real hair of a mannequinn, it suddenly plopped out and the mannequin became shiny bald. Like omgosh ! Mum was just right beside me and was just wide-eyed. I looked around to see any angry manager coming to hound me, but no. Only this lady seeing through clothes who hurried me to put it back. In the end, after many times of trying to put it back, i simply stuff the hair and voila! messy hair mannequin. This remind me of one time....EH EH NO MORE LETTING YOU INTO MY PRIVATE LIFE! SHOO SHOO!

Baibaiz

Ambivalent.

2009-03-18T20:10:00.002+08:00

Hello, i'm back from Malacca. Phew, the weather was scorching man. Anyway, bought lots of shirts, cute ones. Just a short, relaxing trip that is well okay i guess.

I think i will blog more about it tomorrow, yeah. Hee, netball tomorrow with Ria, Shannon, Camillyyyyyyy!

Seeya.

2009-03-16T20:17:00.003+08:00

Will you take,

Canon Powershot E1 to be your beloved cambund?

Yes i do.

Haaha! That was just for laughs please but fact is I LOVE MY CAMERA ! Tasha is like damn angry at me for not telling her, and so she 'pranked call' me by hanging up suddenly and later calling again saying, "Eh hello. Oh wrong number lah." twice and i played along as a squeaky voiced aunty HAWHEEEEHAHAH.

Just now in the afternoon, went to TM with jia jia and nicola jelly! Before that, i waited at St pats bus stop, grinding my teeth as two 31 bus passed by, grr. Only as a DOUBLE DECKER bus passed, nicola came. Go figure. In the end, took a lousy normal 31 bus that had no air-conditioner and that there were two funny talking boys behind us. I think they were voice-acting, yes. Nicola called them, 'gay.'

Camwhored, and ate strawberry sundae at Macs. Gosh, i'm falling in love with it mouth-watering vanilla and strawberry, ah. Escalated up to fourth floor to check out the printing and it was kind of a wasted trip after that becus we only got ifo we already know. Sigh, had no choice but to loiter around tm to kill time. Yes, we murdered time by going toy'r'us. Yeah.

Tomorrow's Malacca so won't be blogging on tues and weds. God bless!

2009-03-16T08:33:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY, went to the first service. Pastor Yang spoke and it was about Children of God. Firstly, Children of God are righteous. Second, they must love their brothers and sisters. You cannot compare the CREATURE and the CREATOR. Pastor talked about unerstanding the beginning before understanding the end which makes perfect sense right? The book of Genesis, Cain and Abel. When Cain murdered Abel, God killed an innocent lamb to cover Cain with the lamb skin. This is how God covers our sins, by putting it all on the lamb of God. Innocent lamb.

The Epic battle in near.

After service, went for cell prayer meeting. Then, had a messy lunch at HuaLiXuan. I was wonder why Avis call the boss there, 'manager' while the boss calls her 'boss' like so weird ahah. I went with Arianne to faithworks to get some little cards, hee won't tell you all why i bought them. So kaypo, what for ? Just wait for the outcome yeah.

THIRD SERVICE WAS AWESUME AWESUME AWESUME AWESUME ! GOD YOU ROCK! It was damn happening and my heart was going to miss it when i can't go for third next week. It's so different from the first, of course! Pastor Daniel preached us about foolishness. Remember this, y'all :

FAITH IS THE WILLINGNESS TO LOOK FOOLISH, GET IT ?

Why aren't we like the people in the bible who could walk on water or kill a giant?

Because we are not willing to look foolish in front of other. We must 'have face'.

THE GREATEST FREEDOM IS TO PROVE NOTHING. It was so great man, i was thinking, "Stand up for God. Who cares what people think? I only care about God's opinion!" WHOOOOO AND THEN WE WENT TO THE ALTAR AND SING SHOUT DANCE LIKE DAVID DID. WHO CARES ! Sue yuan and i were like shouting and jumping like mad women crazy for Jesus! The guys too, haha. WHEEEEEEE. I was damn hyped up.

After service, sue yuan and the others went for class so Christine was babysitting Jillian, Ben, James, Claudia, Cheryl and I. Hah, we went to the phillipino restaurant to eat, well i didn't eat as usual. I wanted bubble tea so jillian followed me, Praise God it wasn't raining. While walking back, we found this little snail and hhahah! We were laughing cus just now we talking about disgusting food and i asked Johnnie if he ate snails. Yeah, he did!! Omgosh, another snail-lover! Rachall, Johnnie and i! Trena ah, tsk tsk. HAAHA joking! So i picked it up, becus Jillian didn't dare and i brought it back. I know i am crazy and WEIRD for that sense, but it was fun hearning Chermaine scream, "Eew, Nicole! Why did you bring this in!" Something like that, NO LAH! Anyway, as soon as i brought it in, i brought the poor terrified snail out. But really it was unlike any type of snail that would usually crawl back in its shell, but that little fellow was wide out, didn't even slidder back into its shell. Such a radical man. Such a radical.

Then i went home, ....(replay last night) Ugh, honestly i have no patience for that type of stuff. Now, again. I CANT STAND IT MAN ?! The canon solution disk can't be seen in my laptop bcus my dear laptop's resoultion is too small !? Walao! I bo bian have to do it on the other com, which sucks ot the core man! Stupid disk. )<

2009-03-15T19:41:00.002+08:00

Hello super irritated now cus i have to bluetooth a gazillion photos to my phpne from an old phone then i have to upload all those to this computer. WHICH IS GONNA TAKE LIKE HOW -LONG ?! I really can't stand so i want to vent my irritating-ness. Lord, let me do this how You would do it, calmly and patiently. Amen.

Will blog about awesome today later.

Canon Powershot E1. I cant believe. It's so pink.

2009-03-14T21:32:00.004+08:00

Admire. Desire. Want. Think. Need. Have.

I can't believe i finally have my Canon Powershot E1 ?! Actually i only wanted it since january, well considered very long okay. I planned to save up three hundred and nineteen bucks but my papa and mama bought it for me at three 00 bucks. They really are awesume. You know i tried using it and at first i didn't know how to manage it, so i used the magic of a MANUAL BOOK. Which had TEN letters in it. Which had a gazillion pages to read from. Which had a million million zillion information to absorb to keep my poor canon from expiring. I think right, i will just play with it. Hmm, that's a good way.

Today morning got to take my report book. It wasn't that bad, but i won't say my marks here. After that, checked out the Laselle Booth. I SO WANT TO ENROL THERE ! And seriously, i checked the fee and it isn't pretty. Yes, it isn't. Sigh. So, had hawker centre lunch with Stephie and her mum. Ugh can i say that i really dislike the HAWKER CENTRE, but not its food? No, i can't. Shucks. Steph and i separated ways to go to tuition. At the same place. Dot dot dot. Came late by 15 minutes, i guess and Jeze was waiting already. Sigh, somehow Jeze was being a little egoistic. I've no idea why she kept saying, "i'm such a genius." and she was really acting weird. I think maybe cus she had a higher position than me? Well, i hate that jezebel. I want my old jezebel back. Stop snatching her away from me.

Homowokiaphobic. Guess what that means and you get a prize from me!

So simple, anyone knows.

Cut the crap and go in.

2009-03-13T19:18:00.003+08:00

Hello peepoes. If that's how you spell it. I cant believe i cant go for Zion C. It was so so SO happening, yeah. Yesterday evening till the night flooded over was ever holy ! I can still remember the song - I could sing of Your love forever - in my head. By the way, that's the youtube song up there, listen to it!

LAST DAY OF THE TERM. Times passes so fast man like the sand flying with the wind. Sometimes, you can't catch it or notice that it even passes. Especially when there's exams and you're busy studying your butts off. The Last Days are coming.

2009-03-09T16:24:00.004+08:00

I'M WEARING MY GLOW-IN-THE-DARK BRACES ALREADY!!!!!!!!

I'M FEELING SO EXCITED BUT...

it's not glowing, even when i see it in the dark.

Walao, cheat my feelings.

Winners.

2009-03-08T19:37:00.003+08:00

Sorry lah, i actually ripped this picture from the class blog.

GUESS WHO THESE THREE SEXY LADIES ARE ! THEY ARE....(drum roll)

TWO-OH-FIVE'S PROUD WINNAHS OF THE MILO TRIATHLON !

CONGRATZ!

Lord, i give You my heart. Forever.

2009-03-08T08:47:00.004+08:00

Ah, i'm so sorry if that post seemed suicidal and so emotional. It just was what i felt at that moment of time. Anyway, didn't go church becus of a flu. You know what? Yesterday dinner had a big yummy feast and i couldn't taste a single thing ? There was even CHILLI CRAB KAY. CHILL CRAB. So irritating right!

Yeah, and before that, Ethan and i were camwhoring. So lame, a little boy and a big little girl. He was like so funny because he had to pose when i was using the frames and like so cool the frames in my new awesume phone. That reminds me, i'm gonna put GLOW-IN-THE-DARK braces! So awesume right! on monnnnnnday ! Watch out for me cus God's shine is glowing in my glowing braces! I want my love for Him to be infectious, contagious. I want you all to feel His wonderful love that He showers upon us.

Lord I give You my heart,

I give You my soul,

I live for You alone.

Every breath that I take,

Every moment I'm awake,

Lord have Your way in me.

Sorry readers about the upcoming story. It's gonna take a while. ( A BIG SAD FACE ) I will do it during the March holidays, promise!

Nothing feels the same.

2009-03-06T17:34:00.004+08:00

Nothing feels the same.

Even though everything seems it is.

I look around my world, so unreal.

And see it spin around air.

My world an empty space.

I want so much to smile and live life the way i use to.

I want so much to laugh and giggle the way i use to.

I want so much to hold His hand and say how good the world is.

But all i hear and see,

is how contrary the world can be.

2009-03-05T14:10:00.001+08:00

Who am i

that You would care for me

I glorify

the one who died for me.

2009-03-04T21:11:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD.

HAPPY BURPDAY TO AARON! Whee, okay very lame. JOKING, very steady hor you! Basketballer giant. I'm sure soon you will be the next yao ming lol ! Anyway, don't stress and pressurise yourself okay! P.s Owe me bubble tea!

I don't have the mood to repeat what happened on Monday and Tuesday, just that i know Bernie HOEHOEHOE and i were insane. CAMWHORES. Yep, we took and took and took till Bern's cam batt juiced out. Oh you see the pictures. I know i look fugly, darling. No need to say it in my fugly face.

Today was usual, no need to say. Huff, i don't know why i don't complete sentences or complete things. Lazy. After school went to support B-div, though i'm not sure who won. Shee hee hee, this is such a lame post consisting of six photos and three pathetic paragraphs. Zee dee dee, i'm so cool. I've just wrote another line. Bee Dododo, i've just said Dododo.

A lot of things have been heating up around us. I just hope it burns out and never happens again. Please.

2009-03-01T21:07:00.002+08:00

Sorry to disappoint you paedophiles. (Please, don't take it so seriously!) I've no pictures for you to admire. I've one, but i look so fugly, i think right, someone will vomit. Or i would. If it was someone else. Well, no because i haven't vomited since 613786193 years ago.

First service really was a wake-up call to obey God's commands before it's too late. Thank you God.

After that had lunch with parents' friends. Funny cause i got a fake moustache from a vending machine. Those bally ones. So cool right.

Choir was so late, half an hour. Ugh, i think dad went the wrong long way and when i zoomed into the room, everyone was doing the singing exercises already lorh! I think i distracted them and they went into a wrong tune. Mrs. W said, "Wah, because Nicole just came in, you all became silly." LOL? Nicole and Cass was laughing ley! We survived, or rather i, the sight singing which i really hate. Maybe it's because i really don't know how to read solfege and is not as PRO as CAss and Nicole, who are like young music prodigies. (Jeers at them)

The 10 minute recess, was hilarious because i brought out my moustache! I wanted to shock them so i went to a side to put it on, then i told them to wait by kicking my leg back to block them and guess what? I hit Nicole! And cass was laughing. We played with it outside, i stole Cass's and Nic's food. Whee.
I'm food stealer. Good Good.

Something funny also happened. Wait ah, i rewind my brain cassette. (Zzz Zzz ZZZ.) Oh no my cassette burst.
Huh, cassette's can't burst, stupid.
Ohhhh. It's actually wheeling out all the tape. Hmm, never mind. I will just throw them away and show you only that part. Tra la la la.

Here you go;
Once upon a time, there were this two girls named Nicole and Nicole. It was very hard to differentiate them as they both shared the same names. When someone called out to them, both of them will turn and answer when only one was called. People got irritated so easily that they called on King Lauren-ce and Queen Cassie. They instructed this special head-prefect girl to go get a vending machine for one nicole. Head prefect went to do so and gave to the nicoles. Both nicoles wanted the vending machine but there was only one capsule. So they scissor paper stone and in the end the older nicole got it. She didn't know what was it but was deepy curious so she inserted a magic dollar and out came the capsule. It popped open, revealing a shiny and glossy
moustache. She took it with awe and stuck onto her forehead. The other nicole looked at her and said, " Now, we know which nicole is which!" So, the two nicoles lived happily with the people too, relieved that one of them had a moustache on her head.
The end.

Okay honestly, because of the stupid cassette, everything's jumbled up. Oh well. It's most of it.

After choir, went for Swenson's, which suck and i don't want to talk more about.

Adieu,
i have lots of brainstorming to do for my love story.

2009-02-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

I feel a little upsey-downsey right now. I've no idea why, but it's like... i don't know.

"In sooth i know not why i am so sad.

It wearies me; you say it wearies you -

But how i caught it, found it, or came by it,

What stuff 'tis made of, whereof it is born,

I am to learn;

And such a want-wit sadness of myself makes of me

That i have much ado to know myself" - Merchant of Venice, sc 1 line 1-7

Very lame, yes i know. But, now in this moment, i feel like Antonio. Melancholy and ~~gay~~. Reminding me of someone, i am to mention this fellow Tasha always call - 'A'ARON. I don't know why cus it sounds weird. Anyway, today was just tuition and family dinner.

TWEETION ( What Ms. N wants us to pronounce ), the group went to the new place which in my opinion is frigginly scary. Maybe the fact cause it's bare, so i hate it. Plus the creepy toilet. Amila, Huimin and almost everyone were taunting me for such a silly thing. What! I think it's creepy. NOT YOUR PROBLEM! LOL! Never mind, i hope that it will be nicely decorate with pictures of me all around and then someone, like amila would tear them down so she can put her 'yazoo' pictures there.

That, would terrify me and i would have to hold my bladder.

Family dinner was fantastic. I loved the hor fun. Add a W and an E in the hor...OH, RIA! TSK TSK! But it was my favourite hor fun from TANJONG KATONG there! with the sweet chilli. Gosh, it's simply mouth watering. Later, dad helped me crack open the soild crab shells and i sucked juicy chilli crab meat. My dad even cracked one huge one for me! Heh. I love you, daddy !

I also didn't expect this to be my so called birthday party when my birthday was already so long ago. Still, it was so sweet of my mum and dad to prepare it right! ( smiles with cake all over )

Tomorrow will be first service day and choir day. May blessings shower like the rain now.

I EAT SNAILS.

BE GROSSED OUT.

I EAT GROSSNESS FOR BREAKFAST, LUNCH AND

DINNAH.

2009-02-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

Okay please lah. THAT ONE IS JUST FOR LAUGHZ ! I'm really bad kay. I have a gazillion things to do yet i'm here entertaining you folks.

Whatever.

I like entertaining.

Shut up Bernadette Hoe. ( Looks at projector screen ) EH BERNADETTE I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE IN A WEBSITE ! HAHAAHAAHAHAH. Joking lah, dear. ( vomit ) JOKING OMGOSHZXZXZXS. TASHAAAAAA. (nothing)

Oh no it's 9.30.
bye.

2009-02-26T17:27:00.000+08:00

2009-02-26T15:52:00.002+08:00

Shh, hope Steph doesn't minds..:X

Today was a fairly interesting day. Drama - I got scolded for something i wasn't doing, but it's okay if i'm not in the wrong. It's nothing serious too. History sucks a lot, becus it's really boring and i was really drowsy just listening to his voice. Period, but i feel that Mid Year is a sure fail, like last year. I couldn't get anything for science. I hate the chapter light and colour. What is REFRACTION? like re-fraction, that sounds like maths. Ms. T kept repeating VERY IMPORTANT VERY IMPORTANT. My brain's a muddle.

Recess, i don't know why i'm eating so much nowadays. My appetite has transformed from an ant to a gorilla. Okay, i've no idea how i said gorilla. I wanted to eat a light meal, in the end i ate this big plate of fatty oily chicken cutlet with curry sauce. Go food.

Kai Ning's and Annabel's birthday too, not forgetting. Whee, one's old and one's so old. Averyn also brought a chocolate cake for her ! So sweet right ! After recess, had chinese? Yeah, you know i feel pity for lao shi. He's constantly teaching while the rest of the class is noisily chit chattering away. Yet he doesn't care, but i know it's wrong. I don't like teachers who shout so he's considered okay and i feel so angry that no one gives him any respect! I know i sometimes talk and not listen to him, especially times when he's super boring, i get distracted by Tasha. Today was so frustrating. No, yesterday. When he explained that he made a mistake in his markings, everyone burst their lungs open. They protested that it was still correct and could have two answers. Ugh. it's only one exam. There are many more exams for everyone to excel.

Skip art, literature. Teacher didn't come again haiya. So, another teacher came and she wasn't that bad! Really funny too about Launcelot Gobbo part.

After school, Tasha and I had a mini bible reading. We had to switch places to go to the PAC room, cus of the flooding rain. Enriching. Later, went to 7-11 to buy NERDS, and this is the part i want to share with you all ;

On the 55 bus, i was standing infront this maid and a little girl. This little girl had the most cutest smile and the big lovely eyes i've ever seen. She's an indian i think. She stared up at me and kept on smiling and had only two lower milk teeth. Then, her small foot kicked a little of my pinafore and the maid gently scolded her to say sorry. I laughed and said, " It's okay. " She tried to reach up to touch my hand and i hi-fived hers, which actually made her blankly stare at me. I was scared she would cry but she touched mine and giggled. Phew. Who would want to create a scene in a crowded bus? So i alighted without saying goodbye.

While i was crossing the street, this uncle came cycling by. Then, i was opening my NERDS and apparently i couldn't slide open the other side, ugh. I noticed the uncle was staring it and so i smiled at him. He then smiled back too and asked what was it. I replied, " sweets." He nodded and smiled. When the other traffic light blinked, he said, "hey over there have already, you not going?" I shook my head, and said i, "i'm going this way." and pointed to the left. He nodded again. The traffic light rang green and we separated ways without saying goodbye.

A first of two friendly strangers.

2009-02-25T19:52:00.005+08:00

Dedicated to my dear stephie, who finds it irritating. Or was it my dad ? Oh well. This song's funny and the animation is cool. TWIST !

Ah, smell my awesomely SMELLLLLY breath ( OPENS MOUTH AND LETS MISTER SMELLS IT ) OH my gosh, m'am ! Your breath stinks like how your pe shirt smells after every training! THANK YOU MISTER ! Anyway those readers who wonder who is Mr. Mister, its...(Drum roll, please mister ) MY IMAGINARY FRIEND. Nah, it's just someone i want to be annoymous.

Just had piano class, and you know what? I think i'm like totally slacking behind. Not because of the fact that Steph and Nicola are SO FAR AWAY FROM ME, it's also because i don't really practice and i don't know how to count the beats? Darn.

I feel superfically weird right now. I also don't know what the meaning of superficial is. Well, i want to eat my Ben&Jerry's but i have to eat finish my birthday cake. That is so wrong right? Like duh. I love Ben&Jerry's strawberry cheesecake yay.

I feel like picking my nose right in front of Lucas now so he can see how my pi sai is on fire and showing how sometimes i get so mad at him, i --------.

This korean actor is really hot. Cute. Extra extra.

Well, maybe to some he seems pretty gay or whatever but you will immediately change your minds when you see him playing the saxophone. SO HOT ?! Annabelle says so too yeah ! OUR boyfriendddddd ! And oh you know, Ria, Jillian and I saw these two boys from Ngee Ann and they were korean ! Speaking korean ! Omgosh, i'm obsessed with korean-ness. Gah!

2009-02-24T17:49:00.002+08:00

A LATE PHOTO FOR MY DEAR NICOLE SEE.
BE UBER JEALOUS CAN :D

Don't we look so much alike?

The movie night!

Nicole : Hello, welcome to Nicole's live blogshow. Well, it's live right now so if you missed it. TOO BAD SISSYS HHAHAAHHA!( smiles )

Nicole : Anyway, the today's shocking happenings is the new H. teacher Mr. * Sorry, audience, if i tell you all, the next thing you know is that this show is kicking the bucket. And right n- ( ring ring )

Nicole ( answers phone ) : Hello? Who is this?

Person the other line : HALOW?!!! Thees' soota audeetion mah !"

(hangs up ) Nicole : Well, there's goes another wasted 13 seconds. Back to where i was - ( RING RING! )

Nicole ( answers ) : WHARRRRRRRT !

Person on the other line : EH why you hang up ah ?! What type of school is this ah? So rude!

Nicole : THIS IS

NOTTTTTTT

SOTA PLEASE LADY! THIS IS NOT SOTA. NOT SOTA NOT SOTA NOT SOTA NOT SOTA. OKAY BYE ( hangs up )

Nicole : Ugh, i can't toler- ( RING RING RING RINGGGGG! )

Person on the other line : OI HOW CAN YOU HANG UP TWICE TSK TSK ! YOUR PARENTS NEVER TEACH YOU TO BE NICE IZZIT ! WAN ME TEACH YOU OR NOT !

Nicole ( cools anger down ) : Pleeeease, m'am. This isn't Sota. This is A PRIVATE NUMBER. You can go to their website and find out the number. Have a good day.

NO. NICOLE WISHED SHE COULD HAVE SAID THAT. BUT...

Nicole ( ANGER RISING ) : PLEASE LAH AUNTIE HOW MANY TIMES MUST SAY ! THIS ISN'T SOTA NOT SOTA NOT SOTA NOT SOTA NOT SOTA NOT SOTA NOT SOTA !!!!!!! STOP CALLING THIS NUMBERRRRR! ( hangs up )

Nicole ( straightens her pants ) : Right, really sorry about this, people bu- ( Ring )

Nicole ( quickly picks it up ) : WHAT IS IT NOW LAO AUNTIE DON'T KNOW HOW GO INTERNET IZZIT ! WANT ME TO TEACH YOU !

Person on the other line : What?! NICOLE LEE THIS IS YOUR MOTHER SPEAKING ! WHERE ARE YOU NOW ?!

Nicole ( aside ) : Omgosh!

Nicole is currently unavailable to do the show, good day.

2009-02-22T13:40:00.000+08:00

2009-02-21T10:19:00.003+08:00

is there such thing as,

a heart for a heart?

a half for a half?

Yesterday night, was fantabulous! Or you can say "FEBBULOUS" WAIT, before i officially start this SPECIAL EXTRA SPECIAL POST of 2o,02 , i want to dedicate this photo to NICOLE SEE. Well, if she ever happens to pass by blog. Twinee, this is for you :

MUAHAHAHAA. Though i doubt she will ever see it. :\

So NicolaJELLY and NicoleJELLY went to NTUC to get our ingreeeeedientz. (spoke with an italian tone, please) Know why? BECAUSE WE ARE EATING POPCORN (yes, popcorn. We aren't bluffing you, mister.) AND...(drum roll, please mister) MOZARELLA CHEEEEEEEEEZE. Yes, sailors, we had CHEEZE and POPCORN. I repeat. IT'S C-H-E-E-Z-E & P-O-P CORNNNN! IT WAS DE-E-LICOUS! The stringy cheese. The fragant smell of fresh-from-the-oven cheese. The taste that melts in your mouth, oh my gosh. And the awesomly crunchy sugary corn, biting away my worries...WAIT WHAT AM I WRITING? Sorry, sailors. Back to where i was, hmm.

Where was i again? "The cheese and popcorn, m'am"

Oh, right. Thank you, mister.

Anyway, back to where i was. We went back ot my house first, to steal some dvds for entertainment use. Mean Girls and Alone, alright maties? By the way, i watched Mean Girls once and it rocks. So, we went up, got ready for the best night of my birthday month and readily, MENTALLY got ready for the horror movie- ALONE. Okay, i admit that we didn't watch the whole thing. We weren't batman who had that mask thing to hide his eyes whenever he was scared. I had febby but he couldn't stand it himself and demanded a change. So did Nicola. Oh well, two against a poor innocent girl. Shucks.

We changed to Mean Girls, and gosh, it was kinda sick. Not as sick as the other show i watched - Don't mess with the Zohans. That one is uber sick, and my great great grandma advises you never to lay an eye on it. Get it, mister? Yeah, nothing much then. After the show, we surfed the internet before my mum asked me to head down. It was a awesome night with my Wobblyjelly. Love her like xoxo much.

"Oo, lesbianism."

Shut up, mister.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 22/2/09

TODAY'S GAYLE'S BIRTHDAY, and i didn't know! Gah, so paiseh when i didn't see her as soon as i saw her. Only when after the service then i wished her. What a fool i am.

2009-02-20T15:01:00.002+08:00

Today was certainly unexpected. In my hands was big ball of newspaper, rounded like one. The first thing that came into my mind was a netball, because Ria actually shoulder it passed it to me. Everyone soon crowded around this happening, but i was too curious wondering what it was. The excitement in me bubbled.

"Open it layer by layer!" Ria said and so i did. I also read from the front that it was given by - Ria, Fathoum, Nicola, Alison, Jia min. ( I hope i didn't miss out anyone! ) After the first layer, was the word - "Happy" then "Birthday" the rest you should know. In the end was this two exclamation marks with the dots as eyes of a smile. Tearing the last layer apart was just so, "i can't believe it!" In those layers lay hidden a brand new molten netball! My heart skipped a beat just the sight of it! It was so amazing that my mouth was wide open and then suddenly a shrieked of happiness! Though i couldn't give them each a present back immediately, i gave them a really care bear hug, and accidentally hit my head on Ria's head. Ouch.

And you know what, i couldn't keep my eyes off it. Well, until Tasha told me to keep it. Or was it Nicola? Omgosh, is this a sign of aging?

History didn't do that bad. Jia min calculated our marks ( We both had the same marks! ), and we got 80/ 100! An A1 ! I was so flabbergasted because last year i just barely pass! The faithfulness of the Lord, indeed. The other presents and many bombards of happy birthday were from Jezebel and Nicole See. Jeze gave me Minnie Mouse skirts, though i know i don't like wearing skirts and never will. Sorry. And whenever i turned around to face Nicole, she will send a wave of 'happy birthdays'. My darling twinneee!

Now i'm absolutely free of CAs, though i admit i saw that CA2 for science is next month. Grr, give us a rest man! Anyway, i'm gonna have a big big big rest later at night with JELLAE COMPANION. CHEEZE POPCORN COMPANION. MOVIE NIGHT COMPANION.

SEEYAZ.

2009-02-19T16:23:00.002+08:00

Insomnia was giving me an early birthday present, or was it just the excitement? Gosh, i was so hyped up, that i didn't care if i didn't sleep at all, my day was finally arriving after 2 months and 19 days. Nicola was the first to wish me, and then my mum and dad, brothers, and finally my lovely 2o5 ! It was so great yeah that i'm turning a year older - FOURTEEEN. P.s and more authority over juniors! Hee.

THE ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL PEOPLE

whom i REALLY want to thank, and who wished me a happaee birthday :

1. NicolaJelly at 18o2 ; 10.39 PM.

2. Sueyuan at 18o2 ; 11.59 PM.

3. NicoleChan at 19o2 ; 4.24 AM

4. Jezebel at 19o2 ; 6.37 AM

5. 2o5 peepoz at 19o2 ; 7.45 AM to 1.15 PM

6. Chermaine, Jessica, Amila, Kimmie, Steph and Jie Yun.

7. Wenwei at 19o2 ; 3.41 PM

OKAY i'm so awesomly grateful yeah to all ! for the gifts and cards too!

Will have more details about my day tomorrow!

CA'S ARE OVER GONNA OVER.

PRAISE BE TO GOD!

2009-02-08T20:52:00.001+08:00

Her last words were,

"How can we expect righteousness to prevail when there is hardly anyone willing to give himself up individually to a righteous cause. Such a fine, sunny day, and I have to go, but what does my death matter, if through us thousands of people are awakened and stirred to action?"

2009-02-08T20:21:00.002+08:00

SOPHIE SCHOLL IS A MUST WATCH. GO WATCH IT AT OKTO AT

TEN

PM. IT'S PREVIEWING FIRST IN SINGAPORE.

IF IT'S TOO LATE,( IT ENDS AT TWELVE ) GO RECORD IT IN YOUR HUB STATION, IF YOU HAVE ONE.

Cause i'm going to watch it duh.

Loser, loser. Double loser.Whatever, as if, get the picture. DUH."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TASHA ONG LYCHEE !MAY THE BEST ALMIGHTY FATHER BLESS YOU, LOVELIE!

2009-02-07T23:03:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i feel like i'm the only one standing for myself.

THE CLIQUE.

Tonight was dinner at Rachall's house. The food was so nyonya, especially the loved belachan prawns, which at first was super hot that my lips felt i was sucking a tube. Anyway, after that, Trena and I went up to the top floor to finish up our math homework. Nosy Bryant came along to help us, (Oh whatever, noob.) Then there was this irritating dragonfly, freaky one! Hanging on the celing. I felt as if it was a mini web cam spying on us. Who ah! As i tried to switch on the lamp, i accidentally pressed the one that the dragonfly was hanging on! Omgosh, all of us were screaming like hell! We ran to the computers, then to the mini store room when the dragonfly went haywire and zoomed to us. Out of the admist of 'chaos' , i heard loud sobbing. Oh no, it was Jarod! Shit, he as crying because we were all panicked and shouting just because of a dragonfly! Omgosh, now i realised that we've done a wrong thing! Maybe next time when he grows up, he will have a phobia of dragonflies, when guys are suppose to be 'man' and be brave. Oh no oh no oh no.

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2009-02-06T20:48:00.002+08:00

Dear God, thank You so much for guiding the C-div team. You have certainly made a miracle, a God-given miracle, to let us win 35 - 4 out of 2 lost matches. I feel blessed that i have such an almighty Father.

Thank you
Amen.

Today was a flurry of events. Or rather only 2. School and the match. School was GREAT. In the morning, i gave my lovely Tasha her piglet stuff toy! But she was so 'bad' that she abused PIGU. She calls it that, weird. Sounds like butt in chinese and i bet that was what she intended to. Oh oh and before that, i carried piglet to schoool by placing it in my bag, with it's head placed up. Nicola was laughing her head off with piglet's bobbling head. Then, we ran to bus 36, Nicola did reluctantly. Awgh, and i didn't notice, REALLY that there were a whole bunch of st pats boys behind me. Only later at school that Nicola told me. So irritating! and So embarrassing! Next, had normal lessons, and Tasha and i were scolded several times for laughing out loud during chinese class.

Anyway, the match was INDEED SHOCKING AND OMGOSH A MIRACLE TOO! WE WON LOYANG! THIRTY-FIVE TO FOUR! KC SPIRIT FIGHT FIGHT. And God answered our prayers by showering with 2 pours of blessing. Even though, it affected a little of the match, it didn't stop the C-div from winning.

You know when passing by SOTA, and seeing a group of boys playing at the basketball court, i suddenly thought of a story, a love story. HAHAAHHAHAH! :O Please lah, Nicola, if you're reading this, DON'T give me that look okay. I bet it's gonna be great. I will tell you more about it :

Topic - a school love story - supposingly arts school.
Main characters - Leina Tan Hui Xi, ( still thinking of the guy's name. If you have any 'good-looking sounding' guys name, please tag me okay! )
Leina Tan - a fifteen year old dancer/ballerina in her third year in Belmont Arts High School. She is a perfectionist, likes everything to be organised and tidy. Though she is popular in class and school for her dancing achievements, she only has a few friends. She prefers to be alone to being in the spotlight. However, she has the looks of a model in a magazine and many boys have a crush on her, but none have the guts to ask her out because of the rumours spreaded by girls who are jealous of her. Till this boy comes along...

Oooo, STAY TUNED READERS! I know you would love this, Jie min! Sorry i kept changing stories! Sorry!

2009-02-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

Went for third service at one pm! I really really really really really

AND REALLY

MIZZ ATTENDING CHURCH!

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Serious okay! Choir's been in the way for the past few weeks but thank God, because of the chinese new year break, there isn't any training today yay! So, i GLEEFULLY went to the roxy square bridge to meet up with my dear dear tasha! You know she was really kind to walk all the way to pick me and walk up the way back to church! Hah, tasha's soooooo nice hor. Anyway, praise and worship was ELECTRIFYING. Not only that, tasha said my arm rubbed off hers and there was STATIC MAN! Cool right?

The sermon was about USE IT OR LOSE IT {extra}YEAH! By Pastor Daniel. It was great preaching that set my mind to the talents each and everyone of us have. Overall about this sermon is that God loaned us all of our special talents, be it singing, acting etc, and that He wants us to use wisefully for the purpose of God. To spread his Word.

This is taken from Pastor Daniel's sermon :

Romans 6:13
And do not present your members as instruments of unrighteousnessto sin, but present yourselves to God as being alive from the dead, and your members as instruments of righteousness to God.

The seven principles of talent management : ( parable of the talents - Matt 25:14)
1. The principle of ownership - everything i have belongs to God. All our talents are God-loaned!

2. The principle of allocation - God has loaned me a set of talents. And two things about talent is that the amount differs and everybody gets a talent.

Something Pastor Daniel said that made me shocked was that scientists have been researching on this and has discovered that an average human has about 400 to 800 talents! Absolutely shokcing right? Flabbergasted is the right word.

3. The principle of accountability - God expects me to make he most of my talents.

4. The principle of use - it's wrong to bury what God loans us.
{ YOU CAN NEVER PLEASE GOD BY PLAYING SAFE ! BE RADICAL }
because God says, " I would rather have you attempt to do something great and fail than attempt to do nothing with your life and succeed." and no one is born to just take up space in the world

5.The principle of motivation - failure is part of our life

6. The principle of application - God will equip you with all that you need for doing His will Hebrews 13:21

7. The principle of compassion - If i do use what God loans me, He will reward me.

Indeed, the sermon was really thought-provoking and will stay stuck in my head for life . And God, Thank you have everyhing you've done for me.

After service, the cell headed for SNOW ICE! WOOGWOOGWOOGZ. Haha, Tasha and I actually ate two bowls ! Because it was so cold and delicious. Champagne grape and mango and milk and honey pearls. Gosh the honey pearls were hard as rock!

Oh no, have to go and eat! Woog, we're having bbq again! Seeya lovelies!

2009-01-30T23:02:00.003+08:00

Hellooooo lovelies,

Tonight was an awesome and wonderful night but i will start from the beginning.

"Jesus, we're living for Your name."

Tournament day ! C-divvers were extremely excited yet nervous at the same time. Still, they did really well but i know that they can do better yeah! Though they didn't win Greenview, i know they had really good sportmanship. The score wasn't pretty and the Greenview coaches weren't that nice. They were screaming and shouting but we were strong. I saw the KC spirit in them, burning them to do their very best which i know that they will at next week's match!

GO C-DIVVERS ! MAKE KC PROUD !

This was posted on 30 january.

2009-01-29T16:58:00.002+08:00

Hello, love.

Today was an eventful day. School was ... great? Yeap. But tasha was acting pmssssss today man. Keep saying go and die or eat shit. what the helll. Typical tasha. but i was so shocked and sophia was too. Omgosh. Then she acted really crazy ahahahh. Naaaa(cough cough) TASHA!

JUST JOKING<3

After school went to do project with Jia min. Home economics. After doing it for a while, (I was typing while she clicked) i got so very bored! I couldn't talk as loud as i could in class or laugh loudly, and it made tired and depressed. Okay, depressed is too big a word. Just tired and restless. Tasha and Ria was there too, Ria being her qing lao self to do her chinese stuff while Tasha was on the internet. Regina was also on the computer, busy doing her english. Later, Ria went to help her and she came back laughing hysterically. "Haha, you know the garfield loves eating lagsana? (I can't spell it!!!!) HAHA, Regina said, 'eee. i hate eating laksa!' " OMGOSHHHHHHH REGINA ! hahah.

Though we haven't finished yet, we packed up and headed to the bubble tea shop! I tried the sour plum ice blended which at first tasted SO sour my lips puckered. Ugh. But i liked it after that ha. Near to four, i had to leave for art class. HOWEVER, when i went all the way there, that cost me $0.45 for the bus ride, THE CENTRE WAS FRIGGIN CLOSED! SO IRRITATING!!!! hence i stomped down the lift and went home. I wasted a whole of forty-five cents!! It's still money okay. A BUS RIDEEEEE THEN!

Now, i'm here typing, and i really have to complete my homework. Or else man!

Seeya lovelies.

Aaron : Here, you're mentioned. Bye.

2009-01-27T09:36:00.002+08:00

Come Holy spirit

fall in this place

i need more and more of you

fill me again with the power of your spirit

Lord i'm crying out for more and more of you.

2009-01-25T16:47:00.002+08:00

Paparazzi.

Oh. i'm so so so exhausted. My head feels like it's stuffed with a zillion problems and the problems are like gold bars weighing me down. I want to sleep but i can't. I want to have fun but everything is a mess. I want to fly but i have no wings of my own. I want to dream but all my dreams come out wrong and sadistic.

About sadistic dreams, once i dream about this woman and a girl. This woman daringly took the girl's hands and saw them off using some razor machine. The woman said,"You must do this, or else." And so the girl listened, reluctantly. Then, as they left, the woman held the girl's bloody hands with a wicked smile. Suddenly, someone passed by them and the woman crazily pushed the dead hands into the girl's wrist even though there was so such logic. The girl was in a heartwreck, not knowing what to do. She had to wear an oversized coak to hide her decapitated hands. And at a teardrop that fell, i woke up.

Why on earth did i dream such astrocity.

I held on to the fact that i was randomly dreaming from sadistic scenes from movies that my dad sometimes watches at night but... i couldn't stop myself from thinking if there's a possibility that that might happen. To me or to anyone in the world.

My head is still full.

Anyway, this is to Rachel :

The story is about this girl, unknown of God. She is a fantastic ballet dancer but she is too humble to accept that. So she keeps thinking that her performance was all just a dream. Then, the music starts again which shows she gets back into the beat without even thinking. People kept praising her that she gets over confident and wants to become more than she is.

She starts dieting though she was alright at the start. She skips meals and eats a few grains of rice. Even if she eats a full meal, she vomits it all out into the toilet bowl. Her loved ones are worried for her and told to stop it. "No more." They say whenever they see her pale face. But she was deaf from every word that could save her.

Soon, she was on a regular bulimic diet and she couldn't stop. She tried to eat, before she knew it, everthing flowed out. She had no more energy, everyone stopped saying good things about her and rather changed to saying, "She's too thin. No life in her." She withdrew from everyone around her, saddened that her effort to be better has failed.

She goes back after a few weeks from her mother's persuasion. Before, her dance mates are always with her. Now, they smirk and push her around. As she was very light, she could be pushed over easily. Everyone bullies her for being too confident, labelling her.

She was under so much pressure, she nearly couldn't take it and wanted to give in to suicide. Then, as she stood from her bedroom window, she saw this lady holding up a picket sign," Christ for life!" and that attracted her, like how magnets attracted. AS she got to know more and more about God, she compared Him to gold as gold is so precious and nearly priceless that everyone wants it. That was how she got saved; saved from suicide and saved from everything unperfect. Perfect is the Lord.

P.s this's the so called explanation for the story on the recent post if anyone is rather confused.

2009-01-24T16:04:00.002+08:00

My hair flew wildly. My heart was wouldn't stop thumping so loudly. It felt like a loudspeaker, exposing everything i kept secret. I didn't know what to do. Everything was too quiet, too much. Suddenly, someone rose from his seat and clapped. My eyes clipped open; my nose began to breathe in the air that i have long forgotten.

My heart was on my sleeve. Soon, one by one all stood up and applauded. Some shouted, "Encore! Encore!" and threw daisies at me. My favourite flower.

I even heard a "i love you" far behind. Was this a dream, or really for real? If i pinched myself, would this all vanish away?

Or should i just enjoy the moment while it lasts? Before i could even make up my mind, the music started again. Magically, my body danced to the beat. I wasn' t thinking. I swayed gracefully even though i knew that i couldn't even do that in dance class. I heard cheers singing at me. The stage was circling around, chanting the weird song all over. "No more, no more, no more." No more? Was it the crowd or the song? Then, i only saw the wooden platform of the grand stage, the lights blinding me from above.

The song went quicker and quicker but i was still dancing my legs off. I couldn't stop no matter how much i want it to. What was happening? I thought i could feel my arms and limbs disintegrate, flying away with the chants. "No, no!" I shrieked as i saw myself like a vegetable. As i thought i was all alone, the crowd reappreared again and began to jeer.

I lay on the stage, paralysed. Someone grabbed my dress and with a quick fling, threw me into the sea of people. I couldn't swim while being tossed and turned. My head trying to surface through the crowd. Just as i was near to the shore, I fell in again.

The arms of the sea broke and pulled me under its strong influence. I couldn't get enough oxygen with the surroundings taking it all away.

I gave up, letting them pull me down till something mysterious happened. Someone swam up from beneath, catching me. He rest me on the shore, Hisbody made of gold. One glance at Him could seem like your eyes on fire. Everything was ever perfect since.

Who is he? He is my saviour. Jesus.

I didn't understand a thing when i read this from a girl's diary, or rather a dead girl's diary. I was raised as a free thinker, never knowing who was was Buddha or Allah. But this man which this girl wrote about, Jesus, was strange. Who was Jesus? What did he do to make this girl love him so much? This girl didn't drown in a sea - she was a victim of a school shooting. Her body was shot multiple times, barely missing the heart. So she had a few last minutes bearing with the pain, about ten whole minutes before her heart stopped. But, she used her whole energy to write out words that still didn't make sense to me.

I see Jesus.

2009-01-23T15:16:00.004+08:00

i don't know if i should post this photo up, since there's the school badge and the teachers nagged at us repeatedly never to put anything with kc on it. Ah, oh well.

Today's celebration was simply fantastic! I had to go up on stage to take some class com badge thing, and i think i forgotten to recieve the prize properly. Then, like so sad lah! I couldn't go and sit with the class during the chinese new year concert. Omgosh! You know Ria and Mao qi were the emceeeees! Both of them soooo SEXAE. HA HA! Seriously, chiong sam ley! Woog Uh huh, ang omgosh! There was wushu like last year. Last year was from victoria school with girls screaming. Ha, i didn't okay but this year! Whoa

whoa whoa. There was this guy in black robes which is damn hot with his toned muscles!!! Then, the person who was announcing how great and PROFESSIONAL they were, keep saying, "Don't do this at home." and she said, "Thank you da..mien." Or something like that. ( i was friggin at the back of the class! ) Omgosh, is it him?? Damien ? So so hawt. AHAHAHAHAHAHA. WHATEVER.

Next were many other items, but hai, really lazy to type out. I am getting killed by mosquitoes.

Class party was a BLAAAAAAAAASTZ.

Uh huh!

Took a lot of photos. not sure should post or not. Should i? Oh i just did ! HA HA. lame nicole SEE. haha joking. At first, we wanted to play Don't forget the lyrics but in the end DIDN'T ! we only ate and chat and ran around!!! Regina like totally chased me around the classroom about 3 times! Cause i took a brilliant photo of her, blur in the background, clear on Regina! Awesome me. Egoisitc .

Anyway, the dark sauce bee hoon tastes nice, wonder who brought that. We laughed around merrily, celebrating the Chinese New year spirit! It was an absoloutely wonderful time. I hope every year would be this great a time of the year.

After settling the classroom tables and chairs back to order, rushed to Chapel with Tash for prayer meeting. Paiseh, we were late but we joined in still.

We prayed for many important things, those unspoken and spoken. But for this period of time, the most important thing is about our families - Sue yuan reminded us. About praying to false idols, and that you will get nothing out of it. About just happily gambling your future away. I know that my extended family does gamble sometimes. So, now i'm going to stand up. About smoking. Daddy, please. About everything wrong going in this world. Let's do something about it like praying every night, commiting yourself to God. Never late in prayer meetings, services. Yeah, everyone out that, stand on your ground and prepare yourself fro you don't know when He is coming. Be prepared and never slaken in your prayers.

Tah and i separated our ways after prayer meeting. Now back here, still tortured by the blardy mosquitoes. Grr. Soon, my baygon will see you.

Twozerofive o9' is the love.

2009-01-20T19:38:00.003+08:00

(PICTURE OF ME GHOST - DELETED)

HAHA whatever lah, i know i look like a ghost. speaking of ghosts... jia jia, anne, venus and i want to watch The haunting of Molly Hartley!! hah, kay ever since i watched the coffin, i like scary movies cause i like screaming. LOL

Uh huh. Anyway, everything's fine today. oh oh you wanna read something absolutely hilarious your intestines could burst. (Well, mine did but i had an operation later.)

Awgh, why is the connection so slow!

My name is Nicole.
But my REAL name is Ria Chen Lishan.Ria is 161 cm and 40 kg.She is very irritating at times,
but I as a good citizen of Singapore,
can tolerate such disgusting behavior.She is very cousillor- LY
and always scold us when we take out our handphone in class.What’s wrong with that?Now she is beating Nicola.
Oh my gosh. See her true colours.Her rainbow attitude is certainly a sight. Yay.And yes, she speaks FLUENT singlish
and has a diploma in studies of Singlish.She wishes to be a professor in
Hawker chicken rice. Chopping up
innocent chicken day and night.
So sad, but oh well.And she is a friend of a monkey.And a lychee, watermelon, apple and rockmelon.This can’t be read to Ria.

Love, Nicole.

2009-01-19T21:11:00.002+08:00

Dear diary that is openly read by the public,

I feel people are sometimes very selfish and care only for themselves. Yes, this includes those people who contribute to global warming...air pollution etc etc. But how about like personally, you see the people around acting as if that they are in their own world? Have you ever seen this type of people? How do you feel?

Well, for me, i feel absolutely irritated and really can't tolerate these type of people.

I can give an example. Rather personal and yet i feel it's a need to share.
Here it goes.

My lovely grandmother is really a woman to admire. She's selfless and generous to the people around her. Caring and kind, many values you can learn and pass around from her. She is always there when you need her. However, i've noticed something.

I know i myself don't usually respond to my mother that well that often, but how can my mum just seem so ignorant of her own mother when she's talking? I always thought that mum was just busy and didn't have the time to talk to ah mah. But it seems frequent that whenever Ah mah happily chats with my mother, she wont give her any polite eye contact and speak to he like how daughter and mother should be. Well, for me i know i'm making an effort though, sometimes i irritated and will be as stubborn as ever. I always feel so angry towards my mother and i don't understand why she does that to her mother.

I really love my grandma and if now my mum were the grandma and i the daughter. How would she feel when i just lazily peel the orange while i pluck her ears with cotton bud as she talks me. I bet she wouldn't like it either right? Gosh. What is wrong? Now, what i think, is that my mum has no respect for her own mother. Then once, when my mum and I were waiting for myndad to pick us up for dinner, my grandma asked me to eat prata. Before that, she jubilately gave me two oranges and told me to eat it as it was very sweet. She even reminded me to eat bits of the skin as to prevent heatiness. So, i thought, "Okay. Why not?" Suddenly my mum whispered, "Tell ah mah don't want." I was in a whirl. Should i listen to my mum or ah mah? At that time, i was pissed but i knew if i disobeyed, i would be like my mum so i told her vaguely that i didn't want to eat because i was going to have dinner afterwards.

Later, ah mah asked me again. This time, i felt, "Ah mah always does the cleaning, the cooking, everything in this household herself, with a little help from other people. She always walks around and i know i can see that she can't walk very well, yet she still goes from one place to place and see to the house." I always feel that i have to cheer her up. I always feel that someone needs to make ah mah's life a little more meaningful. So, i came out of my comfy seat and went up to ah mah. "Ah mah, wo yao chi!" I love making my grandmother happy. It makes me happy too.

As i happily chew the yummy egg prata, i saw her toothful smile. She even went for teeth implants which i know are extremely painful. "Hen hao chi hor!" She said. "Hao chi hao chi!" Then, she asked, "La bu la?" (Isit spicy?) "Bu la! Wo neng chi la!" (No it's not. I'm able to eat spicy stuff)

I wish, oh how i wish that the language barrier between my grandma and i will magically disappear. It's so hard to tell her things that i can't hard chinese words to explain. I can't speak her dialect so at times, it's real difficult. and i really hate it.

I wish to tell her about my school, about life.

About Jesus.

I know that He will guide me, to guide my grandma so that she can be saved. I'm still scared.

Then, yeah. I try to tolerate this type of coldness between my mum and ah mah but i just...just, can't.

I always love spending time with ah mah, if only i could openly speak my words to her without searching words for half a minute.

Ahmah :
I really really really can't imagine how you feel right now. Happy or sad but i know it's happy because you have the attitude that i really aspire to have. You are benign in heart, but just i wish that you will turn to God and change. I wish to see you open up the bible and read me a verse in chinese. If only i can speak in your dialect, how much i can tell you about Jesus, is so much. Nothing can say how much i wish this could happen in a heart's beat. I really appreciate you for encouraging every now and then. I know when i was young, i was a rascal, naughty and disobedient. I remember once, i was scolded and locked out of the house. I was crying and crying when gong gong beat me, but then you opened the door and patted my back to stop crying. You even took out your dolls to let me admire. Thank you, for those moments that simply touched my heart. The only grandmother where i saw a heart that was really a made of gold.

I want to see you in heaven, ah mah. I don't want anything bad to happen to you, that would simply break my heart. Be strong because i already know you are.

I know this is a rather personal post. Please keep your really personal comments too to yourself. Thank you very much.

Today was pretty happening, from the exercise to Nicola's chaotic house moment but now i feel a tear growing out of my right eye. Maybe tomorrow.

Toodles, love.

2009-01-17T22:44:00.002+08:00

hello. haha. i cant upload the pictures i took today here. I'm finally using my lappie! Yey. Okay whatever.

Today had 12.30 tuition. And like WALAO. What is wrong with my light blue skinnies kay! Nothing is wrong, Jezebel and Amila! Aiyoo. Anyway, yepp. New teacher - Huimin! She's like SO better than JIAHAO. NO LAHHHH HAHHAHAHA. But she's real friendly and FUNNY AHAAAAH. Keep on bullying Amila. WOOG WOOG! ( Agh, i have a bad stomachache now. Wait go do business...)

----------------------------------------------- (HAHA)

done. okay that was real over exaggerated. Now msning about the drama things. Hai, so irritating la. cant remember a thing about what we did on both days (!!!) Nehmindddd, back to what i was saying. Tsk tsk, how distracted i easily get! :

Then, went to the NUSS grad club dinner thing. The BBQ lah. i'm not a grad of NUS. no yet. i want to be a teacher kaye. LOL. OKAY IM LIKE

SO SICK OF SCALLOPZ

CAUSE I 8ATE A GAZILLION OF IT THERE. WALAO SOME MORE my mum ask me go order somemore then late lie lie dont want ahhahahaahha!

Yeah, then auntie siew heng and uncle chu was like ordering and ordering. hah, take advantage of the fooood. It you can call it that. But later i was so bloated i could hardly walk out of my chair. HAHA.

Believe it or not.

But i was really bloated and i still wanted my MIKKKKKKKK TEA HAAAAH! Reminds me of that time... good times, good times. Anyway, nothing much to blog about. This blog
s going to be BORING BLOG(: NO. 1 ! Cool right. and like what the hell. Aaron, don't be lame lah. I know you think you're awesome. But i think i'm awesome too. C'mon.

I will end off with something.

Nothing,
bai.

2009-01-13T19:09:00.002+08:00

DADDY LONG LEGS MEANS A FLYING INSECT THAT HAS SIX LEGS.

WEIRD HEH? At first, i thought it a dad who had long legs. haha, how words are wordy-weird.

I admit that i haven't been really blogging for a while and the blog's getting rusty. School school school especially cause it's streaming year. I don't know think i'm the only one who's working her ass off. Ha, no. lah.

But start of the year's pretty simple, so i think i will only close my blog temporarly during the end of the year.

Ugh, i missed church last sunday! Do you believe that?! All because i have to go for choir. Ugh Ugh Ugh! Then Tasha said that it was so powerful. How could i have missed it?! Though i was planning how i would sneak off and run to the church, sigh, of course FAILED. Plus it was Pastor Andrew Yeo speaking. ley. Hmmph. Oh well. Choir wasn't so bad. Oh wait, i still don't know why steph didn't come. Nicole was her self. Funny and very 'sisterly'. haha.

Maybe i should speak something about school today. Though everything passes so fast, you can hardly keep track. ( Honestly, i sick of myself speaking like some fake britian. Be singaporean, Nicole. ) LAH. LEY. LORH. MEHHHHHHH. HAHAHHAHAA. Anyway, english was VERY funny with the miss funny N. PE was VERY tiring with all the RUNNING AND SIGH, INCLINED PULL-UPPPPPP! That one's like die okay. I can only do about seven! So BABY! What a word. Yah yah just remembered about the height and weight !!!!!!!!

Gosh, i'm like ONEHUNDRED & 6TWO CENTIMETRES! and 4* KG! HAWHAW, FOUR KILOGRAMS! It's not that i don't want to tell or i'm just scared you will call me a fatty pig. LIKE WHATEVER LOSERS. HA. Just don't want to tell THE WHOLE WIDE WEB. HAHAHAHA. NOT that i'm really famous on the web or anything haha!

After thaaaaat, hmm was HISTORY? yes yes! Nothing much just doing the interview thingy. OH OH THAT'S SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT but i'm pretty lazy to. hawn. ( haha + yawn )

Whatever, Nicole.

Whatever.

Person.

Ah, oh no. Have to get my homework up and ready for tomorrow.

Yes, Nicole. You better.

ARGHHHH shut up ... WAIT.

like who's even talking to me?

O.O

2009-01-11T12:58:00.002+08:00

NOW, I REALLY HATE TAKING PILLS.

HATE

HATE!

IT GIVES ME THAT FREAKINGLY WEIRD FEELING DOWN MY THROAT, MAKING ME JUMP AROUND LIKE A MAD WOMAN.(OR MORE LIKE A KANGAROO..)

GRR.SOMEMORE THERE'S THIS PILL THAT IS THE SIZE OF A TEN-CENT COIN AND IS RLY HARD TO SWALLOW. PLUS, I HAVE TO TAKE TWO. AND TO GET RID OF THAT DISGUSTING TASTE, I HAVE TO CHEW DOWN BITS OF POMELO. SWEET AND NICE.

BUT THIS IRRIATING FEVER WON'T STOP. YESTERDAY I WAS PERFECTLY FINE AND SUDDENLY DURING TUITION I HAD THE FEVER AGAIN. UP AND DOWN. GRR.GRRR!!!
TODAY CAN'T ATTEND CHURCH SERVICE ): , BECAUSE THERE'S CHOIR. I DON'T KNOW WHICH TO CHOOSE.

?

P.s/ Sorry all, for not posting much. Will try.
God bless!

P.p.s/ this is posted on 11 jan.

Take It All(acoustic) - Hillsong

2009-01-08T12:20:00.003+08:00

Lord, heal me.

Sigh, i already missed two days of school for just the first week of the year! That is really bad and depressing okay! Because it means that i have plentiful of homework!

Oh, wondering what's the photo about? That's my one of my five medications, and the most 'scariest' one. Inside the capsules is like little beady things and i was really freaked out. I think it's th - no, really the FIRST time that i have to swallow this weird thing. It looked like that drug keychain you know, just that this 'drug' is a medication and it's for pain/high fever/ inflammation. Ah, okaay.

So, i tried taking my pills last night after i reluctantly have to eat down my porridge. Sickness causes me to have no appetite at all. I decided to take the scary pill first, thinking that if i eat the worse first, the others won't be so bad.

Surprisingly, the scary pill was easier to swallow than another pill. haha. Don't judge a book by it's cover.

Well, i hope i can go back to school tomorrow. I miss my darlings so dearly yeah! And plus, if i don't get back to school by tomorrow, my homework pile will damn increase! No no no!

I also pray that my fever will go away. Now, i'm fine after taking my medication, whoog!

TAKE TAKE TAKE IT ALL!

2009-01-03T22:24:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I REALLY MISS YOU ALLLLLLLL!

Eh, serious okay! Not blogging for eons is a heartbreak. HA HA. urgh, i can't find the pictures i took today! Damn it. So i must make do with one that is entirely. hmm. how do you describe it? Spastic?

Never mind hahah.

I will start with the first, seriously shocking first day of school.

Oh WAIT WAIT. Does anyone of you ~~losers~~(BLARF YOU LAH.) that i have a LIVEJOURNAL!

http://www.nicole-licious.livejournal.com/

Gosh. you didn't?! So fashionably LATE. no lah! But livejournal quite hard to manage, and troublesome so i will stick to
blogger. Anyway, back to what i was saying. To tell you all the truth, i didn't sleep at all the night before. Insomnia again. Or maybe just the excitement? I don't know but i knew that i was tossing and turning around yet i can't go into sleep mode. Luckily, i didn't feel that quite sleepy when i actually slept for a while at five and woke up at six.

So, arrived at school and gosh, i was back. Back to the weekly routine of seeing my fellow classmates and getting back to school. After a whole 3 months, phew, it's a relief to get back to studies. hahha, no i didn't just type that! Yeah, greeted my long long lost darlings.

Settling in was easier than expected.

Well, surprise was about our class teachers. Form teacher is Mr. F. and co-form is a new teacher! haha, and real pretty too. Ms. T! Yeah and teaching the friendliest class ( 205 of course! ) science.

Now, this is the most shocking part of that day, apart from the fact that three new classmates came to join in the 205 family! That me, ME ME ME! is the class chairman for 205! Shocking? CLEARLY! AND, my be-loved vice chair are...(drum roll) SOPHIA AND JIA JIA! Woog! unbelivable yet belivable! For God has planned this all out! ( Ugh, how can i be listening to secular music! No more, nicole! )

Yeap, and the day started off like that and ended off with a exhausting and thigh killing netball training. Ah yes.

Oh and meet my new hair style!

(: i simply love love love my kinda short hair now.

No more tangles!

2008-12-29T23:52:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE . SORRAE. GONNA BE MIA-ING FOR A WHILE.

Well, just to get back in line for school you know. School means studying and no staying up late. lol. Oh please, calling me a guai kia? Don't worry okay, i will blog a few days. Okay! I will blog on the first day of school HAHA. Just to say how slack it will be! Yeah, and i really have to complete my homework nevertheless. FINE WHATEVER! CALL ME ANYTHING YOU LIKEEE! :P

Oh by the way! Hey sunday's Kick off 2009! @ Cornerstone! Woog! Can't wait to go back to school!and pass out the invitation cards! NO NO! You can't say you all just hate going back to school! C'mon we're God's weapons of MASS DESTRUCTION!!!!! AND CAUSE WE'RE GOING TO CLAIM MANY LOST SOULS FROM THE EVIL DEVIL TO THE MIGHTY GOD YEAH! WE SHOULD BE OH SO HAPPYYYYYY GOING BACK TO SCHOOL! HEEEE!

WHEN WE ENTER THE GATES OF SCHOOL,

THE GATES OF HELL WILL TREMBLE!
bye! and Praise God!

2008-12-28T23:10:00.004+08:00

FIRSTLY.

Aha. Okay! Today's service, YEAH OF COURSEEE AWESOME YEAH! Aaron came today and he got saved! Can anybody hear a cheer coming outside your window? That's an angel singing.

SECONDLY.

After service, went straight for the buffet. Oh golly, i was so expecting it to be so much fun and exciting since after 3 whole years of not meeting my dad's friends' kids. Oh well, so much for that.

When i first reached there, all i saw were three small kids. Not really small, like primary school small. I was rotting. Doing plainly nothing. I stared at my phone. "C'mon please? Flood my inbox. I don't care if it's junk or whateve shit. Just entertain me." So, i smsed Aaron. Okay, but i knew i couldn't bore him. Ah. now this is the part.

I of course knew that more people were coming and that included that guy i met a few years back. lol, please please please this is nothing personal. lol. Yeah, theeen. hmmm, haiz, i don't want to be so precise. Yeah when he came, gosh honestly, i admit he's pretty cute but that's just rubbish. Blarh Blarh. Okay back to where i was. Though, he seemed friendly, he's not rly? I so wanted to go to him and said, " Hi? Remember me? Nicole?" Yeah, but i only said hi to his sis, who had actually brought her boyfriend. GAH. yesh, well. i tried to ask him play with me and the other lil kids but he just friggin stared at me. Rrr. Never mind him. Blame him for being cute that's all.

Yeah, then i played with a bunch of ~~rascals~~kids. No lah, they weren't till later when one for them kept forfeiting me ( sometimes, when i'm not even playing! ) by asking everyone to tickle me! and that everyone meant 3 girls and a BOYYY! Golly. I kept telling that ~~guy~~ a growing boy not to even lay a hand on me yet he still did. So in total i was 'molested', ...hmm, five times? Okay, i was really effed up. Haiz but still they're just kids. But i even had to run helter skelter just to escape them. MONSTERS. I reall lost my dignity to them; one little girl even pulled my loose shirt! But of course, nothing exposed! (Please lah!)

Anyway, left with relieve.

LASTLY

Bye.

HELLO, BAAI BAAIZ !

2008-12-27T17:53:00.002+08:00

HELLO FELLOW READERZZZZZZ. ~~Aha!~~ i really adore people who actually spend time reading my pathetic bloggggggg :B

Anyway, now i feel oh so oh SO hungry when i just drank a whole milky goodness cup of Macs Strawberry milkshake. Ah, licks tongue* , that is the most nicest milkshake i've ever tasted. lawl. okay, i think i smell fried chicken too . DAH. Right, Joelle? She's just right beside me now, ahah. playing some weird pet game. WHICH THE BOYS LOVE TOO HAHAHAAH.

Now at my Godmaa's House later to celebrate a very late christmas. But it really doesnt matter as long as you receive PRESENTZZZ! HAHAAHA, no lah. BLARF YOU. i love the season of christmas cause' ..... ( Find out yourself! ) Yeah, then before that, i went to toa patoh hub to go receive my award ! HA! SEVENTY BUCKSSSSSS KAY, okay not so, it's taka. vouchers. Ah so i gave them as a present to my marmie! I think she will just fly spending it all. I know that's just rubbish. No one can fly while shopping. Ridiculous.

Then, beforeeee that,had zone service but unfortunately i needed to leave before the real fun came. Aww. I know that sucks, but sure there's still tomorrow right? YES! And maybe Aaron's coming too. I hope and pray he is. HAWheeehoo!

Ah, i better let Joelle use it already. She's pretty bored out with that lame pet game. Really lame i tell you. But the pets are simply so so so so ADORABLEEEE! Okay shut up nicole. They aren't even real goodness sake. What's the use of owning a non-living virtual pet? OKAY STOP STOPPPPPP! DARN, nicole!

SHART UP AND LET THE GIRL USE THE COM!

okay okay...

Talking to one self shows that your mental capacity is dying. DAH. AYE.
WILL BLOG LATER AT NIGHT. OR NOT?
:B

2008-12-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

"It's a bedtime story, anything can happen."

HAILOOO. OH YEAH YEAH. TOMORROW`S THE ZONE SERVICEEEEEE HAWW! JESUS' PEOPLE SCREAM FOR JOY!

Aha, i went with my family to Plaza Sing for a boxing day outing. I wonder why they call it Boxing Day anyway.

Then, while driving up the steep curvy slope of the carpark ( I really hate those kind, makes me real dizzy ), I carelessly put my head near the window and next thing i knew it, BANG! I hit my poor head hard on it. AWGH AHAHAAH. They all were laughing lo! Hmmph.

We wanted to eat at some lao beijing. I commented, " Who would eat this type of food?" My dad said, "Aiya, mummy likes this type of food." Cause there was a really long queue, majority were aunties HAHAHAH. Expected!

Soooo, we didn't know to eat and we walked around for a while till they chose to my choice - PASTAMANIA. Oh, i fell in love with the beef bo..bolognese? Is it spelled like this? Who cares, as long as you can pronounce it! HAHAHA. i simply love it when i first tried it. Not that i didn't try it before, ( Of course i did lah ! ) it's just that pastamania makes it taste so much better and tasty. Enough about this delightful nonsense ( haha, i said an oxymoron! )

Lawl. After at around four plus, watched Bedtime Stories! AHHAHAAH, GAH IT'S SO SO SO HILAROUS , AND FUNNY! Serious, i don't know much to blog aboutttt.

I LOVE MY NEW SHOEZ? yehyehyeh! Sorry, just was i about to rant about today, i lost the mood. Okay, i know that so doesn't make any sense.

OMG TMR GOING TO GETTTTT MY PRIZEEEE ! 8D
:B
:O
:D
D:
:P
:)

2008-12-25T19:09:00.008+08:00

INSOMNIA.

Prank calls are awesomely funnily, hilariously

ADDICTIVE.

Ah, it's CHRISTmas! A major and glorious birthday of our Savior! CHEERS CHEERS CHEERS! Yeah, yesterday christmas eve was WONDERFUL hahaah. I WILL SKIP TO THE SLEEPOVER PART YEAH!

Actually we didn't do much. If you count um, prank calling, hmmm, playing unknown card games, ahh, sneaking into the kitchen at 3 in the morning, rach and trena putting their hands into corn flour + water . Rach putting her hands into corn flour + water + green colouring + yellow colouring. Truth or dare, ahhh yeap that's about it. Maybe that is alot or not alot, we did have A LOT of fun. HAHAH, OH MY GAWD ESPECIALLY THE P.C!

Seriously, it was so much fun. Rach was so good at doing the british and hong kong accent. i was like LMAO. Then, we did about 5 prank calls, but bet it was more than that, cause some people didn't answer it. MIAO. Oh well, they missed out on the R.T.N fun.

Today, after having breakfast at Rach's house, went to Aunty Melissa's house. Yeah, i want to kill those twims man. SO RASCALS LAH. OH MY GAWD THEY KEEP SAYING ALL SORTS OF RUBBISH, RWERR, RWERR (!) Can't even do anything with him, EVEN SHAKING HANDS CANNOT say what rubbishhhhhhhhhhz! D:<>

Anyway, i'm not really in the mood for blogging. Real tired cause of sleeping at four in the morning and waking up at ten . Gah, ten hours of sleep is like sleeping on a school night. Gah.

It was all for love.

Onsugar.

Omgoodness,

Lets be the salt of the earth!

Praises sent to the heavens!

Amazing.

Wow, i love it that God is doing such great things in KC. Super is Jesus! Praise God!

Hey, what's burning?

NUMBER ONE.

AHHHHHHH. ....oh.

We rejoice when the shackles lose their hold.

An absolutely awesome time.

Wow-ly,

No weapons formed against me shall remain

Thanks. for being. you.

This is my prayer in the desert.

SOPHIA's BDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. 8D

No one is gonna get in my way. No one is gonna stop me from loving Jesus.

Hoorah.

Sorrows into joy. Mourning into dancing.

It's just the two four of us.

AWEzOME (!)

Nostalgic.

Stop and think for a moment.

more of You, less of me.

It's coming.

Healing.

LOOK!

Bandages.

Bangkok-ing. Crazy shopping.

tonytonytony.

Wallet? Darling. Where are you.

Stuck with blogger

Deep down, i know that You're here with me.

stop flattering me man.

The only One.

iluvjesus. and so do you!

http://www.generations.sg/

http://www.generations.sg/

Happenings. In the last days of semester 1.

If looks could kill.

THE AGONY DELIGHTFULNESS OF BEING HAPPY.

OUTREACH! :D

BAKING!

What to do when all you've got is

Yourself.

BELIEVE IN HIM.

Nothing is impossible.

CELL 2.2

THIRD SERVICE ROCKKKKKKKKKKKED THE WHOLE AUDITORIUM RIGHT!

Back from workworkwork. Only funfunfun.

hello you! I'm back on planet blogging!

why does everyone want him to die.

The sunday mood.

I'm experiencing the

I never got a chance to know who you were.

i eat you.

LOOK.

LOOK.

LOOK.

LOOK.

LOOK.

not give up and be like a stroke of lightning.

Sometimes it's getting too crazy, that i want to just,

Go figure.

God's conquerer.

Still unsure,

Ambivalent.

Canon Powershot E1. I cant believe. It's so pink.

Cut the crap and go in.

Winners.

GUESS WHO THESE THREE SEXY LADIES ARE ! THEY ARE....(drum roll)

Lord, i give You my heart. Forever.

Nothing feels the same.

HELLO WORLD.

I EAT SNAILS.

DINNAH.

A LATE PHOTO FOR MY DEAR NICOLE SEE. BE UBER JEALOUS CAN :D

NOTTTTTTT

JELLAE COMPANION. CHEEZE POPCORN COMPANION. MOVIE NIGHT COMPANION.

A LATE PHOTO FOR MY DEAR NICOLE SEE.
BE UBER JEALOUS CAN :D